NixieKin's manga / #BDSM(41)

Ch 72 Reread, it turns from pretty twisted rape to very vanilla See where it ends up 4️ moved from updated

4️ moved from updated. No chp but had a tag date of 12Jan22. Ummmm I think I will like this a lot!!! Sexy buff masochist maybe?

Um, it is a yuri, which I read.

"I thought my heart would stop racing when we met again, but I am still so full of anxiety" ... poor little seme, that's not how anxiety works!! Weird story, not sure that I liked it, but I didn't hate it. Was def confusing a lot of the time though.

3/4️ Complete Sept 2022 First off, seme is so hawt, like way hotter than anyone else so I have no idea why he isn't an actor. Pretty good, probs would rate it higher if the bdsm was better. No bdsm here, just manipulation and rape. Actor uke is spoiled and has trauma from his first relationship where he was manipulated to think he enjoyed bdsm. He relies pretty heavily on his "best friend", fuck buddy and manager. One day is awful, asshole ex walks back into his life and tries to pick up the manipulative bdsm again. It works for awhile. Side story isn't worth reading and the bdsm isn't sexy.

5️ ch 36 Oct 2022 Really good, better than the original and super creepy. Think Obey Me, Killing Stalking or Warehouse. Not really an S&M, more of a thiller/horror. Really complicated characters, I want them even more fleshed out and can't wait until the inevitable awful ending (yup I am a freak) it is a hard read, make sure you are in the right mind frame. Also don't read the notes, the translator obviously hates the story, but they are doing a good job, just don't read the notes. Summary, man has screwed up his whole life. Looks for help in the only place he has left, a crazy obsessive, rich, damaged man who makes his life even worse.

3/4️ complete Oct 2022 I am raring this low even though it isn't horrible, it is just weird. It isn't S&M, too much blood and rape for that. I don't like ANY of the characters, they all feel like caricatures of themselves. The bdsm is way too violent. Maybe if I had gone in not thinking of it as bfsm and more as a violent sex kink I could've enjoyed it more

3️ Complete Oct 2022 Multiple stories, didn't read the butterfly one. The second was about a guy who couldn't live (prostitute) and how everyone falls in love with him. He eventually gives up and chooses one guy to try and love

3/4️ Complete Oct 2022 Rape and jealousy. No story. Old school