NixieKin's manga / #Actor(8)

I do wish there was more, but this doesn't feel like BDSM, it just feels like abuse Edit: 2nd read, abuse seems to fade away, at least seme starts realizing what it is, but I will miss the S&M. On ch 35, still ongoing 5️moved from updated

Sure, pretty standard, a little slow (I actually secretly prefer the toxic 2nd couple) so not sure what that says about me haha, probs that I read to much yaoi.

Went to read it again, made it to ch 50, not as good as what I remembered. Update: I finished it and it was good, all the delicious trauma. The whole story is about a traumatized actor who sabotages himself and anyone who might care for him because he feels dirty and unworthy of love. The other character is sweet but when constantly being lied to and pushed away, he doesn't react as well as you want him too because you are hoping for a knight in shining armor and he is just a human being.

Incredibly sweet little mahwa about an unknown idol and his movie star fan

2️ Moved from updated, official It's... fine. 2 actors, had a relationship and then didn't and then while working together, did.

Lol I'll turn myself in, well at least he knows. Actor and his childhood friend have sex. It isn't fully consensual. One shot

3/4️ Complete Sept 2022 First off, seme is so hawt, like way hotter than anyone else so I have no idea why he isn't an actor. Pretty good, probs would rate it higher if the bdsm was better. No bdsm here, just manipulation and rape. Actor uke is spoiled and has trauma from his first relationship where he was manipulated to think he enjoyed bdsm. He relies pretty heavily on his "best friend", fuck buddy and manager. One day is awful, asshole ex walks back into his life and tries to pick up the manipulative bdsm again. It works for awhile. Side story isn't worth reading and the bdsm isn't sexy.

Meh, not great, skipped the last 2 chps But I am not a fan of idol tropes anyway. The one scene with segs play had me hopeful, but not even that continued **sigh