crzinna's manga / #illness(1)

️ get ready to suffer for the entire manhua ️ u kno? ini bener² BENER² DARI CH 1 GAADA BAHAGIA²NYA... MUNGKIN ADA TAPI CUMA SEJUMPUT ATAU NGGA FLASHBACK. wenxu gila. selingkuh selama 4 tahun anjing? OTAK LU GA MIKIR APA GIMANA ?!?! orang gila orang gila. udah gitu gatau keadaan zhishu yang kena kanker dan masih nampar / violent him? WELL FUCK U MAN. ur the worst seme i've ever see recently. habis nyesel terus akhirnya sadar terus minta maaf? GA CUKUP MASSS GA CUKUPPP ZHISHU NAHAN ITU SELAMA 4 TAHUN DAN LU CUMA MAAF DOANG??? FUCK UUUUU I HATE U SOOO DAMN MUCH. but i may forgive him for the letter he wrote at the last ch. MAYBE. terus dr ai :((( i fell reeeaaaallllyyy bad for dr ai.... unrequited love? yes. for many years? yes. and did he still love him? ofc yes :') it's sm painful ik :(( wajar aja kalo dia langsung trauma dan gamau jatuh cinta lagi ITU HAL YANG GA MUNGKIN GA KEJADIAN. GA MUNGKIN GA TRAUMA :)))) hope u have a great life dr ai <3 zhishu.... bby? i lov u :(( even if wenxu didn't love u i still :(( it must be painful for having a cancer.. + HAVING A BITCH MF LOVER. i- i don't know how to say this but zhishu is a strong man ever.. 4 years dude the fucking 4 years... AND YET THE FACT THAT HE STILL LOVE HIM IS.. IS JUST MADE ME WANNA CRY SO BAD. IK HE CAN'T MOVE ON TO DR AI SO EASILY not like wenxu who can sleep w/ other man so easily. and i feel so bad to xiao chen... he didn't know anything and he had his hopes up for so many times ;') it's a big big broken heart .. pasti ... xiao chen tuh ibaratnya gini =kukira aku satu²nya ternyata aku salah satunya= AND IT HURTS ME SO DAMN MUCH bener² yang kek "i'm gonna pack my things and leave u behind. this feelings odd and ik that i made up my mind. i hope u feel what i felt when u shattered my soul. please let me go. I LOVE U SO (PLEASE LET ME GO)" INI LAGU COCOK SMAA MANHUA INI PARAH SIH :')) . yeeeettt after all this is a good BEST EXCELLENT MARVELOUS MASTERPIECE MANHUA EVER !! I RECOMEND U TO RE-READ THIS WHEN U FEEL U WANNA CRY !!!!!!