YaoiLover's manga / #unrequited love(5)

AAAAGH BEST MANGA EVER, I love henpainful moments because it makes it seem more relasitic but I actually cried when I found out why he hates women and how he was beaten up and preyed on as a child. BUT I WISH HE TOLD SAKU ABOUT IT AND HOW HE FELT LIKE HE SHOULDNT EXIST UNTIL HE SAW SAKU AND HE WAS A THE ONLY COLOUR IN HIS LIFE AND WHERE DID THE DAD SAUNDDENLY COME FROM AND FIND AKI, that's what I'm confused about. BTW WOULD GIVE 100 starts if I could

Omfg I wanna read this ten billion times AND IT'S INCOMPLETE