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SO FCKING SAD I SOBBED SO HARD AUGHHHHHH IVE READ THIS AT LEAST TWICE OH MAN I COULDNT STOP SOBBINGGGGGGG WHY IT HURTS SO MUCHHHHH. I EVEN WATCHED HALF OF THE MOVIE THAT WAS MENTIONED IN THE TOP'S NOTE TO THE BOTTOM AFTER HE DIED. 'HAPPY TOGETHER' WITH TONEY LEUNG AND LESLIE CHEUNG AS THE MAIN CHARACTER COUPLE. AUGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. SO SAD. I SWEARRRR REREADING IT IS EVEN SADDER THAN READING IT FOR THE FIRST TIME BECAUSE YOU KNOW WHAT WILL HAPPEN AND YOU SEE THE BOTTOM TRYING TO KEEP HIS ILLNESS AS A SECRET AWAY FROM HIS HUSBAND URGHHHHHHHH THIS SHIT IS SO SAD.

man the top is a real scumbag, he’s got good looks but he hangs around with lots of girls and insistently rejects the bottom’s (sasaki) confessions. man sasaki was crazy in love at the start but i feel like over time he’s become a bit more sane lol. plus even tho the top was originally a scumbag, i still can’t help but feel bad for him that sasaki is avoiding him lol. the art is extremely pretty and the manga panelling and composition are creative, plus the top’s sibling dynamics are literally the exact same as what i came up with before — oldest brother with two younger twin sisters, one goth-like and one girly-like, and they do streams. man can’t believe someone out there had the exact same idea as me bruh. anyway both characters are weird and the relationship is quite toxic. however i surprisingly enjoyed this lol. art is beautiful!!! just finished reading chapter 20 update on my 17th bday at 3am and it was only 5 pages long :( each chapter just keeps getting shorter and shorter, i hope the mangaka is okay. no pressure !!! because i’m currently making my own bl manga lol. idk if i’ll ever finish it but 加油

no. just no. “this is literally brain rot yaoi manga” LMAOOOOOO PLS why did the uploader upload a “ch. 2” which was a repeat of the oneshot but in japanese