Mizu's manga / #Traumatic Childhood(25)

It’s the on call stud service for me. It’s a sexy place of yaoi dreams. The drama is interesting and the mystery is exciting. Even though it seems dark and sinister, it’s doesn’t feel miserable and hopeless. Hot tanned blonde. Caring protective seme. Constant open and honest sex. If it’s a re-read I’ll change to a five star.

The first webtoon I tried, so used to pretty boy sparkling prince-samas of yaoi that this was a big shock and reset to a completely new art style and graphics. I read it but found it more sad than beautiful so I couldn’t love it like others do. I don’t deny the powerful impact and strong story, I just can’t love it like that. The film Misery kept coming to mind and I hated that movie so much. I found this ugly all the way through and the part that did touch me was only when finding out how he died. That was heartbreaking. I still wonder what kind of true feelings he had for MC. A tragic twisted love story for real.

I remembered randomly about this webtoon I read a while back. I mostly remembered how much I hated the Uke for constantly destroying his relationship. I had to re read and couldn’t hold back the tears and frustration. So good.

Kaede has a complex. Seeing his mother who was an abandoned omega. He helps Asuza from his bullies in middle school but apparently they knew each other as young kids. (Bad plothole since you don’t know till after he meets up with his mum). Anyway we’re in uni and Asuza has pushed his way into Kaedes life, purposefully goes into heat, anally rapes an alpha and forces Kaede to mark him. Kaede rejects him, cheats with a pro, realises too late that he wants Asuza and all good (breh…). Then a pushy omega tries to force himself between a marked and committed couple. Accidentally goes into heat which triggers Kaede as they are fated mates. Saved by Asuza, Kaede returns with his lover. Hikaru returns home greeted by his trauma Ren who tried to attack when Hikaru presented. Review: He shouldn’t have raped Kaede like that and it’s weird to see their roles flipped considering this is omegaverse. I dunno, his friends are flakes too. But all of a sudden bam. I liked the second couple better. Update: Everything I said in my review still holds. I forgot the plot, came back for a reread and felt the exact same way. If it wasn’t for Ren I would’ve lowered it to 1 star. I’m just not fkn with Asuza raping Kaede like that. Just tainted the rest of the story for me. Maybe if there was more backstory of them as kids cause that seems like a lot was cut out. Then home wrecker Hikaru was much also.