ビシー's manga / #Painful(2)

Thought this would become one of my favourites but I will not be rereading it after all the hurt and pain I’m sorry.

Don’t know if it’s just me but I found this quite sad and painful to read. The seme felt very indifferent about everyone so I didn’t even buy his declarations of love. The uke longing for something that just was t there. Why did this feel so sad?