pepto's manga / #disgusting(1)

Kitanai Kimi ga ichiban kawaii

Ongoing | Manio | 2019 released
2021-04-17 02:30 marked

Ok before y'all bash me for saying I liked this, I'll explain why. First off, yes i thought what Ai did to Hina was literally disgusting and I still think it is. Tho the manga was interesting because after thinking about it some more it's like if Hina and Ai both were abusing each other, mentally or physically. It's like the most toxic relationship you could get. This was interesting because I've never seen a relationship like this, I thought about dropping it at the first few chapters because I almost threw up but I kept going because I expected Hina's character to develop and to get over Ai. But that never happened, instead they basically switched roles. Hina kinda made Ai "love" her? But also not because it felt forced. I don't ship them, it's a really weird relationship and I don't support it but it was interesting reading something like this. To be infatuated with someone no matter what they do to you. Their relationship is fucking disgusting in my opinion, especially because they're high schoolers, so basically children. But for some reason I cried like twice reading this because of how confused and disgusted/weirded/creeped out I was. This left me thinking for a while, I originally found the story on TikTok but damn. Since this is still ongoing, I really do hope they both change but knowing what just happened, I don't think that's gonna happen. I'd like to know on why Ai did all that to Hina, did she hold a grudge against her? Why? She didn't want her reputation ruined so why do it in school. And for Hina, I honestly felt bad for her at first but she never regretted anything, even when Ai almost strangled her and threw her off the school. But starting from chapter 15-16, it didn't really feel like Hina loved Ai anymore because she was obviously trying to manipulate Ai into loving her back, it didn't feel the same anymore. I'm interested of what happens next. Right now, there are 17 chapters, 2 volumes. uhm update i finished this and wtf did she js kill her