I’m going through a divorce with my own Soohyun. I fell for the fake sincerity, gaslighting and manipulation and i ended it after years of slowly becoming baekyeon.. depressed insecure and scared. I’m so happy Junhyuk exists in this story because I sadly know how the story would turn out if it was otherwise.going through the heartache and seeing my ex as a monster has been the norm until now. The ending made me realize so much.. even a terrible bad attitude person like sooyoun deserves love. We all do. As much trauma he gave our ML he is able to become a better person with the new author. I see now it just takes a certain kind of person and for my relationship I can see now we were never the best match to evolve eachother to be our better selves. I’m so happy I read this. I’m still crying from The last chapter because I realized I always wanted that lovely romantic ending that junghyuk and baekyeon have and it’s bittersweet for me to see it.. with his family, with the grandmother, the thoughtful gifts, the help through the fear, the tender moments and the loving sex and spontaneous trips and matching rings, that’s all I wanted In the past and in a way I got to see it with baekyeon. Love hurts and I hated it during this heartache but I do see how beautiful love can be. I hope my sooyeon can find that person to love him the best way he can grow to be a better person And maybe some day I can find my junghyukk. Who knows. For now this story satisfy my heart.
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