Tada no Renai Nanka de Kikkonai -Kojirase Joushi to Fechina Buka-
the guy looks and kinda acts like nicollo but HOTTER and it has me running LAPPPPSSS bro. he's so sexy and the dirty talk is hot as hell. cant wait for more chapters. the art style is really cute at times and hot when it needs to be
Ijimerare Taishitsu Omiai Aite no Futoi Yubi de Iku
this is EXTREMELY hot and the ml is quite literally my ideal man in every form sjlfkjdkfs. except maybe the fact that he's a conglomerate heir. fuck that, but literally in every other aspect, he's my type to a T. he's even got the curly dark hair and glasses fjldksf. he's lowkey an asshole and super possessive but he loves so deeply and treasures his woman so fucking much that I'm almost jealous. plus the sex looks GODLY. ugh. their relationship is honestly pretty healthy, at least after all the development. I'm so mad that i ran out of chapters RIGHT when it started getting mad juicy and i was abt to get some jealously and desperation outta the ml. i hope they update soon ugh before i forget the plot.
Oretachi Namamono Desu
this is SO GOOD looooool. so fucking funny and cute. ive realized that my fav pairing is idiot soft and pretty uke and stoic but desperately in love seme iTS SO FUCKING GOOD. AHhhhhHHhh and the smut is like really hot oof. i love the idol aspect too, i got major flashbacks to bts run during the vacation chapters loool especially with that letter. makes you think abt whether my fav idols had shit goin on between them too. i mean those mfs would flirt constantly and be sus in FRONT of cameras so imagine what was goin on behind the scenes? but then again they were all in big groups so maybe not as likely? hmm. LOL anywyas is sooo good and hilarious i cant wait for more 10/10
Dine With a Vampire
PAIN, BUT IN THE BEST WAY. man i have way too fucking much to talk abt. okay first of all - I NEED TO TALK ABT THE CUTEST CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT IVE EVER SEEN ON A MAN. chi hwan is so so so adorable now. and that is smth i never foresaw myself saying even just a few chapters ago. he goes from being a murderous, opportunistic selfish asshole (he really isnt THAT bad tho just really sketchy) to an absolutely anxious and smitten puppy. i really didnt think id ever like him at some point but tbh he really just has a tragic past. idk if that excuses the senseless murders tho. oh well, hes a gentleman to my bb so ill overlook it LMAO. hes also really great at apologizing and being considerate of sooin at a level of maturity that is really attractive. at first i was bummed that sooins saviour wasnt as willing to love sooin as vice versa, but the role reversal in the second half really stole my heart. he is so wonderful to him and the fact that he needs him just as much, if not way more, than sooin needs him is so sweet. tbh i think sooins the one who needs to figure out exactly whether he truly loves chi hwan or if hes just extremely grateful to him and likes how loved he makes him feel. bc for chihwan its just pure love baby. sigh. speaking of - the role reversal??? brilliant. breathtaking, genius, never been done before. from selfish, powerful vampire and weak pitiful human to submissive link and confident, happy vampire. what a fucking glowup. and i mean SUBMISSIVE bro. the switch in chi hwans attitude gave me whiplash but in the best way. i dont think i have ever seen a seme cry out of love and anxiety for his lover in a story before. hes so sweet and in love. and seeing sooin so confident and honestly powerful was honey for my eyes. i love sooin so much hes so lovely and he deserves only the best in the world after the absolute hell that he was dealt. im not even gonna touch on the topic of that abusive fucker - just mad that they made such an asshole exactly my type in terms of looks ugh. the choi guy was really really pretty and i honestly pitied him at first but idk at some point i started to fully dislike him. his own greed caused his downfall but idk if the amount of hate chi hwan has for him is justified. regardless, he has too much innocent blood on his hands. listen - this story sent me into a whole vampire spiral. its not often but occasionally ill come across a piece of work that captures the dark aesthetic and sultry ambience of a vampire piece so well that i just fall completely down the rabbit hole for a little while and make my life abt emitting the same vibes. this time, i made a whole vampire playlist on spotify and browsed some goth lesbian clothes/decor. the first 10ish chapters already convinced me that this was going in my favs list. theres something abt this story, especially the first half, that does such a great job of capturing the vampire essence. its so sexy and interesting. idk maybe its the inimate touches and blood, the brooding mysterious men and their lengthy misfortunate histories. whenever i fall back into this, its the most bi-curious i ever feel, which is very interesting. like i really wish i had a goth gf right about now so we could gush over this shit and make out. lots of homoeroticism in vampire lore. i love it. i havent felt like actually turned on by yaoi in a while but did the job lmaooo. the v first sex scene was really hot. yeah anyways 10/10
Raion Gotoki no Kuni Kara
ugh luka is so fucking hot thats all i could think abt the entire time. also they have the same energy its very rare to see that in a story since most couples are like polar opposities but yeah. the uke kinda made me a bit uncomfortable at times bc he rly does look like a middle schooler even when hes in uni but the seggs was hot at least? good fluffy read tho. 8/10
Itoshi no XL Saizu
no bc this does everything it set out to do. it was so good? like better than i was expecting for sure. first of all, sexy as hell. second, their relationship is so healthy and sweet. kobayashi is so fucking great at making sure yamamoto is comfortable and feels good the entire time its so sweet and refreshing considering how bls usually go. i dont think ive seen a seme quite this considerate during sex ever. makes sense why tho smh where do i find my anaconda-kun :,) 9/10
Koi wo Suru Tsumori wa Nakatta