oh my god so many things to say. i adore both of them so much. at first i really didnt like yoonseul and thought he was super selfish and i was hoping he would end up repenting for all that but i wasnt expecting thiS LEVEL OF ANGST LIKE GODDAMN. i literally teared up at the end bc of how much he was going through just to confess his love to joon. like. i almost turned on joon (an actual sweetiepie who is probably the only reasonable character and i actually really admire his resolve and dignitiy) bc i felt so bad for yoonseul. i dont think ive ever agreed w an author more when they said their three fav keywords were beauty, regret and unrequited love. i have found my type of author hehe. and i LOVE the "regretful ex lover" trope so much. its reminiscent of bj alex actually. but this rendition is so much more satisfying bc joon didnt give in within like 5 mins and actually made him ~suffer~. it was almsot too much angst like i was dying for him to be forgiven. he truly made up for his mistakes yanno. i came to love yoonseul so much tho hes so pretty and honestly his thought process is actually very realistic and two dimensional. also his jealously is TOP NOTCH. like his constant possessiveness is turned on the exact button within me that i wanted. anyways im so excited abt s2 being mature oof.
The Third Ending