bokutotiddies's manga / #mental illness(1)

ah man lots to say about this. its a really relatable read about depression, anxiety, eating disorders, self harm, discovering your sexuality, fear of independence and lack of routine, heavy reliance on parents and sexual awakening. lots of these things ive dealt with myself and some i have yet to figure out tbh. its extremely nice to seeing this all from a womans point of view, bc everything ive read or consumed so far about these kind of stories where the mc struggles with self care and hygeine or having issues with becoming an adult and fulfilling responsibilies have all been from a male pov and it made me feel alienated as if i just wasnt a good enough girl. but i feel so relieved after this. i mean i know im not alone but i just really felt this authors perspective and im really happy for her finding her sweet nectar or whatever. i mean i have no idea what im doing in my life rn and im definitely still the version of "myself thats trying to please my parents" and i dont think i have the confidence to steal the wheel from her yet but this made me realize that there are two seperate people inside me and i have no idea what the "real me" even really wants. i dont have any interests or hobbies that i could do for a living either. im interested in trying to share my thoughts on life and things but i dont think anyone would want to listen. nevermind the fact i have zero committment towards these kind of impulsive projects. idk. i guess ill figure it out someday though. anyways this made me self reflect a lot and it was kind of a heavy read but i enjoyed it 9/10