ive spent way too long reading this and im at chapter 56 but idk if im gonna finish reading this bc of how heated i am rn. im at the part where they make up after their fight and ill be real fuckin honest bro he doesnt deserve her at all. "my punishment"???? hes the one who fucked up though? its not childish to feel insecure abt ur s/o going on fancy dates or 5 day trips w/ other women and being told that you shouldnt talk shit abt other ppl or that he cant deal with you when you express those insecurities is SUCH a red flag. the fact that shes the one who tried to patch things up w him first is getting me so heated. she deserves better bye. ik its not that big of a deal but i almost dont wanna continue reading bc of how wrong this rubbed me. ive been in love w him since the beginning of the story and his lack of personality or whatever didnt bother me but idk this literally made me cry. like full on cry bc she deserves so much better than that. thats the kind of convo that gave me serious relationship and social issues for years now. no one deserves being told that after opening up especially by someone whose opinion matters so much to them. ESPECIALLY bc he was demanding to hear her thoughts just the other day. ugh whatever. this is bull shit and i hate the way the fight was handled. i need him to suffer some more. also, why did he literally not try harder when to get her back when she was at his friends house. i can understand not wanting to lose ur friendship or whatever but thats your GIRLFRIEND BRO. fucking act like it. also what was the purpose of telling the other girl that he wasnt in a relationship??? you can hide ur s/o without lying abt that? ugh. i cant with this. i dont wanna read anymore but im marking it as finished bc ive spent way too many hours reading. that said, hes hot as fuck and id give him the best sloppy toppy of my life. i would let him crack me open like a pistachio but i really wouldnt wanna be in a relationship w him. hes hot as hell though. my entire "men." folder is probably just him. too bad itll leave a bad taste in my mouth now.
Tsubaki-chou Lonely Planet