bokutotiddies's manga / #honestly kinda hated this(3)

ugh what the fuckkkkk. idk. i cant feel satisfied with this. im obviously happy that he was able to escape that fucking situation but like. its only bc his abuser literally told him to go? ik its difficult for victims to choose to leave themselves but idk it just sucks that it had to be like that. also i think the issue w mamayo treating yumi like some precious china was never resolved? like yeah they both came to the conclision that its bc of him that yumi has this horrible tendency to put up with abuse with a smile in order to avoid looking "pathetic", but other than them now dating, mamayo doesnt really change. im just so frustrated abt the whole yumi and kan thing tho. after reading azami, i obviously understand why he became abusive in the first place but this is too much. like its irreedeemable and i hate the person he became. its tragic that he was pushed to that in the first place. i feel so bad for yumi he did not wrong in this at all. ugh. i just feel so conflicted and unsatisfied. i cant give this more than a 6/10.

LMAO i flew thru this shit bc i didnt wanna spend anymore time than necessary to read it. ive been so curious abt the seme character for a while now so i put myself thru reading it. as expected from the ratings, it really wasnt good but whatever. i didnt really care about any of them so i wasnt emotionally invested at all. the ending makes no sense tho, like the man is on trial and jinyoo has a bunch of ppl who are probably going to look for him? itll be no question what happened if they disappear together? anyways - 6/10

halfway point - yo. the author of this story is so fucking mean. literally i just know that she lives to hurt reader's fucking feelings. i genuinely cannot keep reading this is hurting me. i have way too many fucking emotions and i hate everyone except for seth even tho i already fucking know hes the only one whos gonna get hurt in the end. this is bullshit. fuck sam bro. fuck him so much. i dont even feel anything towards him im not even interested in him whatsoever. his scenes w henry are so frustrating and make me angry ugh. he only likes being "needed" by henry its not actual love. he also put him thru so much that its ridiculous to expect him to still only have feelings for him after all this time. i think seth is kinda stupid for even getting involved in all of this mess KNOWING that henry isnt emotionally available and is still heavily confused abt his first love and persisting even after being rejected. this is so frustrating to read idk man i hate how this makes me feel but i guess i asked for angst and thats what i fucking got LOOOOL. chapter 50 - ive accepted defeat. whatever. i just hope sam redeems himself enough that i dont completely hate him. they better give seth a cute ass mans who actually DESERVES his love and sufficiently provides the same amount back. last chapter - im exhausted lol. i hated this entire experience. can say with absolute certainty that i would never ever even dream of rereading this. i hated it. it was a good story i guess and perhaps even maybe realistic in some sense but i hated it. we didnt even get to see seth move on in the epilogue. tho i desperately wished he would stop appearing only to get his heart broken. ugh what the fuck. i cried so hard. this was bullshit. they werent even a good pair (probably the most realistic part) and til the end they had such terrible chemistry. i havent liked sam since like the 5th chapter. i still despise him now. idk man i wanna sleep this story off it was so annoying. there were SO many points that i almost quit but i held it together in the hopes that seth would somehow find happiness. i couldnt have been more wrong lol.