bokutotiddies's manga / #fucked up(3)

can't believe this was my first ever BL webtoon/manga (if it can even be considered BL ldskld) but yeah um it was interesting i guess? the fact mizna is the one who got me to read this is hilarious in hindsight loool. it was so fucked up though and i'm just so glad sangwoo got fucking killed in the end. especially in the way he went. makes me sad that yoonbum still wasnt able to hate him at the end though. whatever, it was an ... experience for sure.

im ten chapters in and i genuinely feel like it has to be illegal for me to be reading this. i feel sick to my stomach and my anxiety is really acting up. i honestly hate this a lot. im gonna continue reading but if this somehow becomes a romance i will stop reading right away because what the ACTUAL fuck??????? edit: so. im on chapter 54. and im just fucking confused at this point. are we supposed to fucking ship this. i dont care that their relationship was somewhat cute (and just as toxic) in high school. this man BRUTALLY raped him for months. he KIDNAPPED HIM AND TORTURED HIM. there is no way in HELL im gonna fucking take this if they end up together. i dont care if dohyun remembers his memories now and hes giving consent. what that bitch did to him was absolutely barbaric. what the fuck is this. i dont get why ppl are like "this has a good ending!!" like what. jfc. dohyun better beat the shit out of him and escape. i dont give a fuck about the other guy. btw - this is so traumatizing and triggering i genuinely feel drained reading it. i hate the way it makes me feel but im gonna finish it since ive come this far. edit: ok im finally done. and they ended up together. honestly it was written well so i dont want to give it 1 star just bc i didnt like the story so...yeah. i sympathize with sungho more now i guess but i still cant look past the rape and torture. i feel really really bad for dohyun and i think if his life had been more put together before and after the whole kidnapping, he wouldnt have to feel the need to rely on sungho. its only bc he genuinely had no reason to live that he ended up growing attached to him. whatever. i dont support it but theyre both fucked up people (sungho way fucking more demented) so if they make each other happy i guess i cant complain. i do feel like sungho will fucking snap one day and just tie him up or smth and start torturing him. hes terrifying. whatever. def wont be reading this again. was a total mindfuck and i almost cried twice, once from disgust and once from confusion bc of the translations and the plot itself. 5/10.

ahhh wtf these were both so fucked up LMAO. the second one started off so strong but let me down. i dont really know where to begin so i wont dkjjsds. interesting reads to say the least