bokutotiddies's manga / #dark(39)

Aku No Hana

Complete | oshimi shuuzou | 2009 released

yknow. its stories like this that make me realize that i truly prefer simple works that have happy endings. im glad this one had a good ending, i actually enjoyed the last like 25 chapters a lot and actually spent my time reading and getting attached to the characters. i want to entirely disregard the first 33 chapters if i can but it wouldnt make for much character development if all that bullshit hadnt happened. i still cant really fathom kasuga's devotion to nakamura. like it came out of nowhere and swallowed up his entirety to the point where he was ready to die with her? idk that shit was wild and i hated it. i hate nakamura tbh and i never found her character worth sympathizing with or likable at all. the other girl too was so weird. her obsession w kasuga made her even worse than nakamura at times. hoenstly the one i hated the absolute most for the majority of the story was kasuga himself. the blatant disregard for those who care about him and want the best for him all for what? some stupid girl who makes you feel alive? even if shes clearly psychotic and disgusting. idk it was so weird i tried to speed thru it all as fast as i could. im glad they didnt murder someone or anything and it was all limited to just being perverts or whatever. honestly it made me feel so dirty i hated the first part. ofc we come to sympathize and want the best for kasuga after he starts to heal and change into a better version of himself. that said, i adore aya and shes easily my fav character in all of this. i aspire to be her actually. shes so fucking cool. i wouldnt say i was ever necessarily sad at any point in this bc i think everyone got what they deserved. im satisfied w the ending but more than half of it was ridiculous 9/10

Sea Foam

Complete | Zen | 2017 released

fuck i cried reading this. its so short but its so impactful. i hate the war so much its so pointless and i cant and never will be able to understand its purpose. what the fuck are we fighting for so badly that its worth the countless lives lost or ruined? its shit like this that makes me so grateful for the peaceful life i have. i can move on from this and spend the rest of my day without sparing a thought for my or my family's well being, but thats not the case for so many others and it makes me so sad. i never want to live like that either tho. 10/10

Haru No Noroi

Complete | konishi asuka | 2015 released
2021-10-04 03:22 marked

hmm. honestly, though i understand how it feels to think that theres no one else you could possibly love than the person youre currently with, it really doesnt seem to be a good idea in their case. they themselves agree theyll never be able to get past the guilt. like, it makes sense for him to want to be with her considering she kinda symbolizes the freedom hes never had and plus hes been looking for a reason to get away from his family and their expectations. but for her...like girl. you can 100% find someone else to love. i guarantee it. and someone who wont make you have to give up your family for them. plus you wont feel overwhelming guilt every second youre with them? idk i feel like the kind of love thats needed to make you consider rooting for a couple in this circumstances have to be like passionately and madly in love and they just arent. i cant see them being in a real relationship much less lasting forever? yeah. but it made me sympathize w the fl for the situation. 7/10

Tokyo Ghoul: JACK

Complete | ISHIDA Sui | 2000 released
2022-02-14 19:14 marked

Tokyo Ghoul

Complete | ISHIDA Sui | 2000 released

ah man its been a really long time since ive binged a good manga and this was great. i knew it would be bc of highly acclaimed the manga is but it honestly surpassed my expectations i loved it a lot. the art is drop dead gorgeous honestly its fucking stunning i really am obsessed with it but more than that the characters are so great and im so sad to see a few of them go. im really excited abt re: especially bc i honestly started siding with the ccg more after the owl suppression arc so im glad we get to spend more time there. i love suzuya and hes honestly the only other character other than kaneki who id read an entire 150 chapters for, if they existed. give juuzou a spin off! he deserves it i love him. kaneki is a sweet sweet boy and im so sad that hes had to go through so much since hes turned into a ghoul but i really hope the poor kid can catch a break for a while at least as haise. the only ghouls i even like anymore are yomo and touka (ill give in to ayato if he starts being nicer to his sister smh), yoshimura, nishiki, hinami, banjo and the gang and maybe a few more idk but yeah. anyways im excited for tg re: and im mostly glad it lived up to the hype that tokyo ghoul has garnered over the years! 9.5/10

Haunted by Desire

Complete | penguin | 2000 released
2022-03-09 19:00 marked

the sex scenes in this were really good like to the point that i almost started taking notes lmaooo. the art style started off fucking gorgeous fr. it gradually faded into a pretty typical manhwa art style but it started off so unique and gorgeous. i was sad that i couldnt read painter of the night so i decided to start this and even w its own share of fucked up-ness this was far more wholesome than potn. i dont wanna really thinking abt the absolute shitiness that both dohui and beok committed in their last lives to their loved ones bc its actually vile but theyre super sweet and great now. dohui was always sweet tbh but that ghost raping shit was pretty damn horrible. he paid for it tho. 8/10 glad i waited this long bc there were a lot of infuriating parts i wouldve hated to been held at

Kimi no yoru ni fureru

Complete | mori moyori | 2019 released
2022-10-07 04:59 marked

Lost in the Cloud

Ongoing | Kim Pas | 2000 released
2022-10-11 05:25 marked

Ayeshah's Secret

Complete | Zhang Jing | 2000 released
2022-10-14 05:40 marked