bokutotiddies's manga / #Drama(58)

so fucking beautiful. i loved it a lot. i kinda sped thru the first few chapters, half bc i didnt want to get too attached knowing he would die, and half bc i wasnt particularly that interested, but after the tragedy struck i was pretty much in tears til the end. god it was happy ending but im still in pain. yui just went thru so much and even if they end up falling in love again, its not the same amemori he originally loved. and amemori cant love him like he once did since hes a completely different individual and didnt spend his entire life pining after yui. god. such a good story tho nonetheless. their relationship dynamic completely changed too loool. i really love what it had to say about fate and the way our lives are intertwined. i personally believe in reincarnation, or at least id like to believe its true, so i just really liked plots crossing lifetimes and stuff like this. sometimes i find it difficult to cry even when seeing sad things but then sometimes i cry really easily even tho it might not be so sad for others. idk how this managed in such a short time but my eyes were leaking right on cue for the tugging-on-heartstrings moments. also i thought i was tripping when the cat started talking LOL. anyways 10/10 such a good read i shouldnt have waited this long to read it

15/10 for sure. incredibly well-written. i dont think ive read such a political bl yet, but this was a perfect, angst-filled story. even tho my heart was uneasy almost the entire read, im beyond happy that everyone who deserved a happy ending, received exactly that. connor and simon have one of the healthiest relationships ive ever seen depicted and the love between them is something i dont think ill ever experience myself but i grew to adore them a lot. connor, specifically, is my favourite character and i was constantly on standby to fuck up a bitch if anything bad ever happened to him. simon, oh hopelessly in love simon, suffered a fucking ton pretty much all of the second half of the story. like honestly the man couldnt catch a break, but ig thats what he had to go thru to be forgiven for being white LOL. there were a lot of extremely dark and graphic things in this manhwa that made it really hard to digest. rape and murder are always disgusting but racial/homophobic discrimination just makes my heart super heavy and all three of them are a lethal combination thats not good for the mental health tbh. regardless im glad i read this. it was very deep and interesting; i loved what the author had to say on these topics. the artstyle was a little weird and i dont think i ever really got completely used to it (especially bc simon looks like fucking jake paul and connors long hair is so damn ugly please) but its fine the story being told goes beyond shit like aesthetics. gale was fucking psychotic and i still dont get what his deal is but i dont care as long as he leaves my bbs alone. that fucking bitch veronica is a parasite and ruined their lives and for fucking what? bc of an asian fetish? revolting. dumb cunt deserved to die. actually this is one of the few stories where the ppl who should die actually totally did die! quite painfully too. its really cathartic. the entire section w connors family finding out abt them literally gave me nightmares and made me feel so sick. i cant imagine something like that happening. good thing his mom is a sweetheart with an open mind. religion is so fucking bullshit honestly if it makes you think you have the right to interfere with someone else’s happiness. people are inherently hateful and violent and will always seek the weakest amongst them to band together against and hurt. fuck society and fuck what others have to say. its all bullshit. we should all just live our lives as we please and let others do as they please. ugh whatever. anyways this was great, definitely cannot stomach a reread tho.

this was alright tbh. i liked how it ended but ngl they kinda come across as somewhat incompatible. i mean taehyun is so damaged and insecure that he needs to be w someone who is like willing to go the extra mile that he isnt able to himself. i find myself really relating to his feelings abt his relationship; not wanting to risk anything by pestering the other person so we bottle it all up until we resent them and ourselves for doubting them in the first place. ugh. dayeol is really sweet and im glad he ended up forgiving taehyun for being so wishy washy abt the whole liking thing but maybe he also deserves someone who is more cheerful? this is a case of introvert x introvert imo LOL. it never works as well as opposites do in relationships and im speaking from experience. but whatever. taehyun highkey scared me at first but he grew on me and i think hes adorable now. overall it was pretty good, 8/10.

LOL ah lots of thoughts on this one. first of all, hayakawa scared the shit out of me the first 2 chapters LOL. he just seemed like the manipulative and detached type? scary. his backstory made him seem a lot cuter tho and he got extremely cute after the timeskip. I'm also so glad he was the bottom bc he had extreme top energy at first but he just makes such a pretty bottom and a power one at that. i think i understand what narumi and koyanagi meant by wanting ur fave to be the bottom LOL. when they're pretty, its hard not to want to see them like that. all in all he totally fits my type lol. the story was like, sorta heavy in the first volume? it was pretty cute in the second one tho, tho pretty fast paced. gotta love an uke that simps first. the smut was hot too even tho they didnt go all the way. 8/10

its been a few days since i read the majority of the story but i thoroughly enjoyed this read. honestly, everything was 10/10 except for maybe how fast paced it was during the very last few chapters but honestly I'm really happy with all the character developments and story arcs. i was always surprised how it managed to pack a huge punch in just a mere 2-3 chapters but that's exactly what allowed it to have so many story/character arcs in just 50 chapters. I've seen manhwas twice this length with less plot and interesting storylines. I'm so obsessed with the character designs (literally started it solely for kiha, that beautiful BEAUTIFUL intellectual man) and the whole korean historical aesthetic and setting. all the men were so fucking stunning, i couldn't stop drooling at all of them and its the main reason it took me so long to read LOL. kiha is so poetic and kind and just overall wonderful. I've never read a story w a ML like him, i think i genuinely grew feelings for him lmaooo. ellin is a great and very likable fl and she always acted the way i think i would have in situations so it was satisfying to see. I'm sad that jin was such an asshole bc hes truly so fucking hot. kinda thought he should've died in the end but it was nice that he lived anyways. my heart BROKE for the twins and lights death was so fucking tragic that i literally cheered when i saw his isekai-moment. he deserves the best and so does moon. i think my fav characters are moon and kiha fs. ahhh i wish men irl grew out their hair like the mls but the more i think abt it, it doesn't hit the same without the outfits. plus they're not kiha or light so its just not the same. period. anywyas, the storyline is really really good and its actually my first ever isekai (sabrina is vv proud) so it'll always be one i will rmbr. 9.5/10

aghhh. all i'm thinking about rn is that i'm so glad i waited to read this now and didnt before chapter 50 was uploaded. to think that ppl had to suffer with that ending for 2 years. and it was an end - their lives ended that day. but im so glad we got closure and that they were able to find each other in another life. this is a story i've put off since i started reading bl bc i've heard about how sad and heartbreaking it is, and though it entirely lived up to those claims, it was also more sweet and wholesome than i was expecting. i didnt realize just how in love they would be. especially gusam, he was so fully in love with suchae and it was painful to see how helpless and guilty he felt in their relationship. but what could suchae do, he was just as in love and obsessed with gusam. i hate that they had to resort to that kind of ending, but im honestly glad they died together rather than having to get forced apart. every chapter i would grow anxious that it would be the last time to see them together and gusam would get captured and tortured, but it never came and im so grateful for that. i ended up growing so attached to gusam even when i was trying really hard not to bc i knew it would hurt to see him get wronged. their circumstances were so unfair it makes my blood boil thinking about it. that fucking rapist shouldve gotten sawed into 100 bits and pieces. im so glad he was killed and the detective fucker too, fuck him. though its an incredible story and i felt just abt every single emotion run through me while reading, the end feels so abrupt and incomplete. thought, i suppose that fits the motif of a rain shower. but i do wonder what exactly happened to gusam that day and if that kenma lookalike was the one who actually committed the crime. i wonder if the subplot with him and the wimpy dude was supposed to go somewhere. i guess if gusam had to die without knowing exactly what happened to him, we do too. ugh, this was painful but im really glad i finally read it - 10/10

ugh what the fuckkkkk. idk. i cant feel satisfied with this. im obviously happy that he was able to escape that fucking situation but like. its only bc his abuser literally told him to go? ik its difficult for victims to choose to leave themselves but idk it just sucks that it had to be like that. also i think the issue w mamayo treating yumi like some precious china was never resolved? like yeah they both came to the conclision that its bc of him that yumi has this horrible tendency to put up with abuse with a smile in order to avoid looking "pathetic", but other than them now dating, mamayo doesnt really change. im just so frustrated abt the whole yumi and kan thing tho. after reading azami, i obviously understand why he became abusive in the first place but this is too much. like its irreedeemable and i hate the person he became. its tragic that he was pushed to that in the first place. i feel so bad for yumi he did not wrong in this at all. ugh. i just feel so conflicted and unsatisfied. i cant give this more than a 6/10.

i read this agessss ago and i remember thinking it was pretty good but nothing spectacular. i should watch the anime tbh to refresh.

end of s1: hOLYYYY SHIT i shouldve just waited a few months to read this i cannot fucking believe this is how it ended. ughhhh my god THIS SHIT IS SO FUCKED UP. I HATE THAT MAN SO MUCH. my beautiful poor baby juha and MY SON DOOSIK DESERVE THE WORLD AND HAPPINESS TOGETHER. FUCK. shit got me FUCKED UP. pilwon deserves death thats all ill accept as an ending for him. the author better not be considering setting him up w doosik's friend bc he deserves much better than that and i could never support them tbh.