bokutotiddies's manga / #Drama(58)

so i only added this bc i wanted to read abt a melanin king and i was mad disappointed when i realized that he wouldnt even be in the endgame couple at the end. also it seems mand racist that the one brown character is like the worst human in this series. smh they shouldve switched his character w the puppy boy character. anyways this was kinda sad. jihyun was a horrible friend and person to chiwoo even before assaulting (and raping?) him so that was depressing to read but i still felt bad for him sorta. not much tho. i also started it planning only to read like one or two chaps but it really drew me in! i couldnt drop it after i reached like 10 chaps so yeah! it was pretty good!

bro how is it gonna end just like that dklfsdfks. they rly said lets spend 5 chaps on everyone else's backstorys and wrap up the entire plot in half a chapter?? what abt the graduation? and do they end up living together afterwards? tbh i really liked the story even w the lack of proper romance but the ending is kinda ruining it for me. i hope some extra chapters or side stories get released bc thats a bummer. the concept was really cool and i liked everything leading up to the ending but whatever ig.

okay i have to say that i really relate with love's identity issues. this is smth thats been very relevant in my life for the past year but i really feel the whole "who am i really and is my personality just an act that im putting on to achieve a certain image whilst really ignoring the actual me?" way of thinking. i also completely understand the way love has allowed what seems like a trivial issue to snowball into this huge insecurity and wont allow him to make friends or socialize in anyway. as a really socially anxious person myself ik how relieving it is when you can open up to someone abt these things yet also feel afraid to do so in the fear that maybe its all in your head and its really not an issue at all but youve just overthought it to the point that something so stupid and easy to others is so serious to you that its debilitating and genuinely affecting your entire life. i get it. its been a rough year an a half. honestly at least love was able to create a persona that worked for him, i cant seem to change myself at all. but i dont think thats a bad thing. i think that coming to terms w who you are and truly just accepting yourself is the only way to achieve actual confidence. this is who i am, i guess. if people dont vibe w me bc of that then i cant help it bc this is me and theres nothing i change abt that. but at the same time, if its an issue to the point where it was for love, then change is welcomed and it was nice to see peach explain that to him "changing yourself for another person isn't deception, but effort" ugh i love it. anyways im rambling but now that im done, i can actually comment. so - i was PRAYING for some smut bro. this is one of those stories where i wanted them to fuck so badly i was disappointed in myself LOOOL. but damn we were robbed. especially when this particular mangka is like ?? so perverted? shame application??? i literally dropped it bc it was like 98% smut. u couldn't have sprinkled a few scenes here and there??? idk why I'm so devastated but ugh. also the ending was abrupt i agree w everyone else and i would've loved to see more of love and peach, but i think i realized at some point that the story really isnt abt them at all. i think romance is like the third category this series fits into after action and slice of life tbh. the emphasis was on the gang relationships as well as overcoming love's inner demons and uncovering his dark past. i actually really wish there was more of peach, other the fact that he's mad in love w love and is super strong, we literally know nothing abt him. kinda disappointing, especially when the first 15 chapters set it up as a romantic comedy - which i loved btw. i slowly got kinda bored tbh by the halfway point. but i did like it overall. it wasn't what i expected but it was still worth a read, even if it did take me legit an entire day. overall 7.5/10

i wanna congratulate this series for being the first to get me to spend solid money on it. i dropped 7 bucks, and i mightve only spent it on like 3 chapters but its still a feat. now, if it was worth it is another matter. i liked this but i cant say that i enjoyed all of it. i actually found it a 10/10 until like maybe around the 30th chapter? the way hyunwoo and subin's relationship wrapped up and subin's committment issues to his actual relationship is what threw me off. first of all, i understand that the appeal of this story is the realism. from the conversations between friends to the thoughts of someone who suffered an unrequited love, its all very real. i completely relate to the lingering feeling that you feel for someone who meant so much to you, to the point that maybe for a second you consider dropping your healthy relationship for a chance at one w them even if you know itll end badly. i get it, but that doesnt make it a satisfying read. its realistic but i dont really read these stories bc i want to read abt someone who makes the same stupid decisions as me. jun is honestly probably too good for subin and if i was him i wouldnt want to stay w someone i constantly have to feel insecure and paranoid abt. i cant say that any of this is subin's fault either tho. its not his fault that he fell in love w a piece of shit who in turn made him act like a piece of shit to someone who just deserves better. still, my heart soared whenever subin prioritized jun over hyunwoo, even if to the end, he still wavered. ig thats the realistic part of it tho. i dont hate hyunwoo at all and i dont necessarily think hes at fault for everything either. subin forced his feelings onto hyunwoo and made him feel uncomfortable multiple times but hyunwoo was also really inconsiderate abt his feelings and deliberately tried to stomp all over them. he also hid the fact that they sorta slept together and played w his feelings when subin finally began to move on. tbh everyone in this story is an asshole except for jun and dongun. and yeona's ex, hes not that bad either. yeona's a bitch but shes so fucking cool and i aspire to live like her. she was ALWAYS spitting cold hard facts, regardless of who to, and the only person i always agreed w was her. i really really enjoyed the pace and story for the first half but it started to get kinda annoying to me. first of all, how can the fucking official translations be so shit. half of it didnt make fucking sense or seemed so off from the korean translation and didnt flow well. that alone annoyed me so much fucking much. subin and jun's relationship goes from like 0 to a 100 and then back to 0 in like 10 chapters. the flow of the story is so off sometimes, like some scenes were so out of place bc of the sequence and sometimes we'd sit and watch a convo between a main character and a random fucking person for like a quarter of a chapter. for no reason, like they wouldnt even be talking abt anything important. i think im only going off bc i actually spent money on this but i didnt like the ending either. im glad it was a happy one and i think every character ended up in the place that i hoped they would but the uncertainty in their relationship is so tangible that it bugs me. i cant really give this any higher than a 7.5. i feel really strongly abt this series but again, i cant say i feel good after reading it. it was still relatively worth it tho. the art is great and the characters are really fun. tbh the first 30 chapters were probably some of my fave that ive ever read. idk this was a perplexing read. i normally LOVE this trope too, and i love even more when the one in an unrequited love ends up in another relationship and the one who puts them thru suffering is the only one suffering in the end. so like, this is obvi my cup of tea but it just leaves me feeling bittersweet ig. i cant say i want to read more either, bc the more i read the more unsatisfied i feel LOL.

bro . BRO. this is like a fucking 20/10. so fucking good. i think this is my new fav bl. what the fuck. this is incredible. i thought it wouldnt get better than the og story but this is SO MUCH BETTER. holy shit. it had everything. first of fucking all, these are the hottest men i have ever seen. bro this author really does always hit different. anyways - there was some GOOD ASS ANGST. THE BACKSTORY WAS SO FUCKING SAD. minato is a super relatable and great character (and slightly toxic but its due to his upbringing) and it was so great seeing how he developed over the course of the story. shizuma is dare i say the best fucking top i have ever read? hes incredible. i did think he fell in love too quickly but he is so loyal and committed to making sure that he brings out the best in minato and treats his partner like literal royalty. hes perfect. and hes a vet! ugh my dream man. hes bi too so sorry minato ik ur mad insecure abt this but i will go for ur man if u dont want him. hes just so reassuring and understanding i dont understand why men irl arent like this.i get just as possessive as minato, even if i dont have the excuse of a traumatic childhood, so i really do understand where hes coming from. once again confirming my hypothesis that opposites make the best couples. anyways theres a sequel to this so i am excited i cannot get enough of these two. OH BTW THE SMUT. HOLY SHIT ITS SO HOT. LIKE WOWOWOW.

this was alright. i dont really love the main couple tbh. also the plot seemed just a bit messy. like the motivations behind each character werent really fleshed out that well. siwon falling for siwoon was paced well but siwoon was so absolutely shit at communicating abt anything, even when siwon would ask multiple times. tbh every character other than siwon was kinda awful. i also love taemin, like the og taemin, sm i really wish there couldve been more of him. he was so hot too, literally hotter than the actual seme. also smth that felt so unfufilling to me is that the siwon who commit suicide never got justice. yes they got that recording of his piece of shit brother confessing but the fuckers who raped him never paid for it and his death was wholly meaningless. a fucking person died and no one even mourned him. he was so nice and sweet to everyone too. thats ... really messed up i dont like that. even the main good guys in the story didnt give a fuck abt him. my fav part of the entire thing was seeing taemin beat up siwons bullies and create a hardass reputation for himself, that was great. anyways yeah this was pretty meh. 6/10

i feel like this is actually way better than i can interpret it as, bc the translations kinda suck. sob it hurts when u KNOW its good but cant understand it. but yeah i still love stories w themes like this. art or science or some sort of common hobby between the two lovers. i love this authors other works too. bc the translations suck i cant really gush abt the symbolism and stuff so yeah :/ 6/10

fuck. ive been in tears for the last two chapters. this is so ... upsetting. i cant stop thinking abt how short life really is. its so short yet we deprive ourselves of the things that truly make us happy for the sake of others and society's perception of us. god its so fucking unfair. im not even part of this minority group but my heart sobs for anyone who has been in this situation. they grew old and had their own lives but still loved each other even after all those decades. god. its so painful. minseok never got married or had his own children. he waited his entire fucking life. ugh. UGH. i hate this so much. it was so happy and cute for so long that the last couple chapters hit me like whiplash. life is so fucking fleeting. damn i didnt think that id have an existential crisis before noon today. this is why it hurts sometimes looking at old people; wondering what regrets they have, those they had to leave behind, the thoughts that have lingered in their minds for longer than ive lived. its just too sad. i feel like i need to live my life to the fullest while im still young and in my prime. fuck. anyways. this was really really good. it kinda phased me for a bit bc it is quite literally based on vkook - you cannot argue that it isnt, ive read far too many ao3 vkook fics to know all the cliches - but i got over it at some point and started getting absorbed in the story. old timey stories always kinda hurt bc they make me realize how quickly life can pass by. anyways minseok is the loveliest person ever and i hope he lives a very long and happy life even after all this and they are reunited in their next lives and are able to get together openly in uni and say they love e/o proudly. :,) 9/10 oh god im back bc i just played the song unchained melody and read the lyrics and im stupid for kinda skimming over them while reading but i see all the connections now sob, this is so much more painful now.

i read this a few days ago so my passion and fury towards this series has dwindled down a bit but honestly i still feel angry just recalling everything. this story was so fucking annoying. i cant even say the art or quality is bad, bc it isnt. the characters are also relatively strong so its not that either. its the fact that they all suck. except for toji i guess. im sorry, i dont get the hate for toji tho. sure he fucked up in the veruy beginning but that was literally bc he had no proof or reason to believe momo (and kairi DID see proof which is why he was able to believe her so easily, not to mention experiencing the same thing w his brother) so yeah i feel like everyone is collectively too harsh on the guy, especially when he was a wonderful bf afterwards and even threw everything away for her sake (tho he was way too harsh abt it ngl and couldve communicated w her abt what he was being blackmailed to do). he respected momo's relationship and only entered the scene in both cases when kairi was acting out and momo desperately needed someone to help her. not to mention the sad ass life this man has had in the past 10 years. we stan toji in this house and toji only. i didnt think they would pull the exact same thing AGAIN and leave the poor guy hanging and this time she rejected him AND his baby bro wtf. momo is polarizing bc i support and feel for her most of the time but i cant say shes flawless bc she also wavers a lot of the time between her priorities. the difference between her and kairi though, is that she was helping toji with his CHILD and didnt actively show interest in toji himself. kairi is so fucking stupid. its been a really long time since ive cried out of pure frustration but this man made me do it TWICE. its especially annoying bc he pulled the SAME shit in the first part, and went all "i never realize how much i love smth until its gone" and DOES THE SAME THING UGHHHH. he didnt even have a proper redemption arc in this part, literally just cried over her a bit at the end and got the girl. if 10 years of dating doesnt make you committed to a relationship, nothing ever will. i dont give a fuck abt "oh they both have someone theyll always waver for" NAH. THEN THEY SHOULDNT BE TOGETHER. FUCK THAT. honestly ive always preferred momoxtoji and i wanted it even more in this part. kairi is an idiot and i literally dont see these two working out. that dumb homewrecker nurse bitch was so pathetic too. imagine confessing to a kid a decade younger than you (and has a fucking fiance) and trying to sleep w another one. weird as hell bro, disgusting. i dont even have anything to say abt sae i just wished she fucked died in the ocean. shes a dumb cunt and i hope she never finds any semblance of happiness. ugh fuck this series bro its so bullshit. 5.5/10

suhas the hottest manhwa uke ive read, period. hes so attractive.