Started reading. Translations were confusing so stopped immediately. Wait for maybe better Translations to come eventually. Hooray Akumakira is uploading better translations!!!!
So glad akumakira uploaded better translations because this is a great webcomic so far. I'm on ch 40.
FL has been reborn 99 times, always as someone who has to die to save the world somehow. She's lived many different lives, but none ever had a loving family. She has magic powers and all powers from previous iterations of herself are available to her in Her next lives. So, she died again for her shitty family in her 99th life but not before revealing to the kingdom that her fam is abusive as shit. She always dies before she can turn 20. She also always wishes at the end that it would be her last life because she is tired.
Well, she wakes up to a loving mother and initially scary looking but ultimately cinnamon roll for his kiddos father. They name her Anastasia, after an old hero, so she knows she's destined to save the world again here. She keeps waiting for the other shoe to drop and for the family to be cruel to her, but they never are. She has a brother and sister who are both kind and spoil her. Her brother's friend is also obsessed with her. Everyone in the Duchy is obsessed with her. Against her better judgement, she starts feeling hopeful in this life. She uses her magic powers secretly, and gets sick when she does (except apparently for shields for herself or something? Idk). She still can't really talk. She also summons a creature from when she was a demon queen to do some spywork for her. His name is Choco and he is the goodest boi.
Apparently, there's this person that keeps coming in her dreams and says he is the only one who understands her. Then he fucks up her magic to make her look like a fussy child and to put her family in danger, but her fam is just tooooo good to her for them to get mad at her. So he either stops or she is able to shield herself again.
Then there is hee moms fam. Her mom could've been queen but her bros and sisters all killed each other and she decided to give up her rights to succession to marry Anastasia's dad. So her bro is now king. But he never would have been king otherwise and so he and his bitchy wife have inferiority issues they try and satiate by bringing the mom and fam down. First they wait until duke's fam arrives at banquet to announce queens preggo, and then queen asks for Anastasia to be the unborn child's playmate (when playmates are only ever a commoner which also the queen was).they get out of it by Anastasia playing dumb and by blond kids interference. But the queen keeps trying shit. So Anastasia got her puppy to cause mayhem between her and her closest confidant.
Oh also, there was a priest who visited them when the archduke and blond kid were at the duke's house, and he basically tortures blond kid by putting holy power into him to "purify" him knowing full well it is excruciatingly painful to the kid who has magic. Not sure why but the church all belittled blond kid and archduke. King also made it so archduke can't be called "your majesty" as is traditional. Weird politics and shit.
Anyways, I am pretty sure I left off just after the doggo made queens friendship end, but they're staying in the capital until the birth.
This is so cute. The artist does such a good job drawing kiddos and cute things. The story is also really good. 5/5️
It’s My First Time Being Loved