let's stay calm's manga / #shounen ai(14)

Really good but also frustrating read - a bit bittersweet I guess, because it's a bit to realistic at some points when it comes to the complexity of relationships Synopsis: Subin has been in love with his childhood friend Hyunwoo who left for military after Subin confessed and kissed him while being drunk. After he returns the real aftermath starts and after both are drinking with their friend Subin pressures Hyunwoo to sleep with him, even though he rejected him multiple times. They actually end up doing it but not all the way and the day afterwards Hyunwoo denies it ever happening. When Subin realizes that Hyunwoo really likes another girl he finally wants to move on from Hyunwoo and meets up with a guy from a date before. The two of them end up dating while Hyunwoo realizes that maybe he did like Subin in some kind of way but in the end it's too late. While saying goodbye to Subin to leave for LA with the ex of his crush he tries to kiss Subin one last time and gets told off by his bf. Those two also struggle a bit due to uncertainties about the future but seem to always get back around.