feb 16 2023
oh god i kinda regret reading this just bc of the drama
i know ive said that i like drama genre before but might i have to pass on this one
im currently reading ch 45 but im just really scared what's gonna happen once chisoo finds out what kangjun and jungkwon did when he was gone like im fr really scared
and i 'accidentally' spoiled myself when i wanted to see the comments to take a break, i saw the album where chisoo was gonna kill jungkwon but he couldn't bc jungkwon said chisoo knew that kangjun would never forgive him
like aarrgghh this is so heavy, im fine with triangle love or even square love and stuff, but if it also deal with violence and heavy stuff like this esp with people with power that can kill you off in a heartbeat it makes me anxious and just don't wanna see if it turns out the worst
and ive said before that i like mature and dark themes, i mean i even went to find this type of genre with the yakuza and stuff from lists in the first place. but this one just feels a bit heavier for me. i mean i read shutline and wet sand as well but they are fine. maybe as i said, it's just the freaking drama with people of power that could kill your entire family that kinda makes me more anxious a bit, i guess the author show it a lot more in this one, ig i'd say some of the conversations that they have felt pretty realistic to me so that's probably one of the reasons why so it scared me lol
wow i'm now guessing that one of them might die ugh ok ill just stop
so i might drop this T_T
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