HARDCORE4ANIME's manga / #self blames(1)

For My Weirdo

Complete | DO.D | 2000 released

Uke play cello but hates it cz of parents.uke had a bad life wiv parents n even after their death.uke has depression n is forced to sleep wiv the guywho 'takes' care of him. Dat guy forces him to have sex n obv hurts him. Uke is hella scared of him. Anyway seme came n at first uke didnt belive the fact seme likes uke but as they grew close a lot hpnd. Uke started relying on seme but wen uke found out the truth bout how his parents died, he rem 'no way in life he could be hppy' or sum. Cz seme was the one who did. The guy who forced uke to have sex told him dat n also told him dat seme doesnt love him only using etc..Wen uke ran away the guy didnt find him but seme did n took care of uke quitely but making the boarding house lady help him etc..but den he found out n went to the sea to bout commit suicide untill seme came. Seme got a lil cut in his forehead cz of uke cz uke obv cut his wrist n went to the sea. Anywy uke woke up n saw the guy not seme. N yh...they had sex,seme didnt contract cz uke hates him. Guy didnt entirely take gd care but did treat A LIL LIL LIL bit better but in the end uke was in hosp cz guy pushes uke n uke was bleding but guy didnt kno n yh. Uke lost memo but rem seme name but not how he looks like so he though guy was seme. Guy was upset to hear seme name but he took adv. Seme knew he was hosp. n approached him. Things hpnd n they started talking n obv finding guy werid cz he aint telling his past nor how he hit his head. Anywy one day seme told uke to come out at night wen guy is gone but guy came bk early n took uke n den he was bout to strangler him. But wen uke remembered his past he sed guy name n guy was like in his mind dat it would have been fine if uke called guy seme name cz guy doesnt wanna be like his father. Anyway seme came n uke n guy was bout to fight but den ppl came n wen uke was pointing gun at guy,behind uke there were ppl pointing at uke.