froggiepond's manga / #Sad(79)

i literally ugly cried reading this...but the story is about the mc (Nanasaki) who always thought something was wrong with him since he was very feminine like. ever since he was a kid he would like cute girly things and would only have out with girls which led to him getting bullied and getting called sissy. this negativity affected the way he saw himself and constantly made him think he was not normal and he wasn’t sure what it was. But when he first met his first love he noticed that he was gay but he was always heart broken because all the guys he’s ever loved ended up all getting girlfriends. when he finally accepted the fact he was gay he finally met his boyfriend at the time and it was a somewhat toxic relationship since the bf would accuse him of cheating and had major trust issues. but two years passed of them dating and mc’s female college friends had a surprise secret wedding for the two of them but later on they break up because the boyfriend didn’t want to constantly be stressed about how others see him (since they found out he was gay)...so they break up and the ex tries to fall in love with females instead. time passes and nanasaki uses gay community forums to meet different guys later on he meets a guy with the same name as him and they bonded but it was revealed it was just a fling since the guy shortly found a bf afterwards. but one day he gets a text from the guy again and they start meeting again and slowly they started falling in love. in the beginning of the relationship nanasaki told his boyfriend that whenever he dated someone he always had the intention of marrying the person and being with them until death but since gay marriage isn’t legal yet he was convinced he would die lonely. but this doesn’t stop his boyfriend who ends up proposing at the pride parade. but of course their marriage was denied in court so instead they had a partnership ceremony instead..this manga just made me realize that love is such a beautiful thing and your sexuality isn’t a fucking choice. you can try to deny the fact your gay but it will only end up hurting you. it’s best to just be yourself and when you finally meet someone who understands you and loves you regardless it will truly be magical.

basically white hair mc had to go back to school despite dropping out for a year which made him a year older than everyone else. At school he was always isolated, so the ML (best boy) tries hard to get close to him. but due to mc’s severe trauma caused by his ex who comes back later on he is not able to reciprocate ml’s feelings. Later on toxic bf comes and assaults multiple people including mc in order to get back with mc. but when he finally pulls something that’s beyond forgiving (pushing mc off stairs by accident because he was tryna beat up ml) mc finally decides he can never be friends with ex bf anymore and he goes study abroad. later on mc and ml start dating so yay. the art style is so hot but the plot is okay if i’m being honest.

the best isekai reverse harem: doesnt have the cliche isekai story where mc tries to act all nice but rather she keeps her villainess persona and charms the female lead with it :along with the other lead characters later on. nine is best boy and i love him with my whole entire heart.