Kawaii waifu's manga / #Traumatized ML(4)

ML's hella damaged but falls in love w a girl he married because one night they meet at a bar and have sex and find out they're sexually compatible (like double digits per night). Cute couple,, and it actually takes you (somewhat) through the journey of pregnancy and birth which i really like cause i can barely find any mangas/stories where they include pregnancy and the process of it

(( TOTAL SPOILER )) ML is traumatized because the girl he loved "committed suicide" and he found out that she was already married and had an 8-year old kid with him and he found out from his girlfriend's husband. FL and ML do mutually love each other, but ML finds out that she was saved and in like a mental hospital getting help the whole time and they met up. They talked and it seems like all he needed was closure for him. Girl and the husband try to patch things up and ML decides that FL and ML need a break, but they won't promise to wait for each other. ML's mother also left him at a very young age so yeah he's got issues LOL. His half-brother came to him and stayed with him and later on married FL's ex/childhood friend. FL and ML stayed friends, but later on got together again and it was a happy ending. Ah, and the outwardly gay best friend of FL got married to his longtime crush/childhood friend and the parents of the child (the gay best friend's wife/girlfriend) and the baby daddy get along well which was wonderful to see at the end. The gay best friend's ex who cheated on him was total TRASH and I'm most likely biased LOL but I hated her LMAO. Nothing, and I mean, NOTHING, is an excuse for cheating. I also hated whenever he confessed to his childhood friend that he loved her yet whenever she asked. him to kiss her, he couldn't and then WENT AND FUCKED OTHER PEOPLE, ESPECIALLY HIS CHEATING EX WHICH WAS SO FUCKING WRONG AND IF I WAS THE CHILDHOOD FRIEND I COULD NEVER BELIEVE A THING HE SAID BECAUSE ONE MINUTE HE SAYS HE LOVES ME AND THE NEXT HE'S GOING BACK TO HIS EX THAT CHEATED ON HIM FOR SOME FUCKING. I mean, I know she's having another dude's child, but she never said one thing to the guy while doing something that contradicts what she told him. But I'm glad everyone got their happy ending anyway.