hataki's manga / #straight(3)

shit, finding a couple that's so respectful of each other ? Consent? respect and support to their careers? Getting through family drama together? sexuality struggles together? and they don't rush each other, or force them to do anything. Damn! i'm impressed! (seme was merely only engaging in sex once and done in the past. he's openly gay. now. was a struggle to find that out when he was younger. disinherited from his father. guys an ass. even attacked his company. ) he took our uke in originally because he wanted to have sex with him. he was drunk, took him home. but he said no. surprise! He BACKED OFF! he heard his situation that he is into girls, and lost his job and place he was mooching off his girlfriend. basically at the point of life, where he declared he was done with all that. he wanted to change. he wanted to be serious about himself and be honest about the next person he loves and dedicated himself to. our seme let him room at his place. no strings or anything. while he hunted for work. went out of his way to assure him and make him feel safe, he does nod, and will not have a relationship. his job comes first. he sleeps with men once. and he only does so with consent. he an up and coming fashion designer. works from home, and doesn't have a lot of people skills or patience. nor look after his health. he hires our uke to be his temporary assistant. working through out late hours, well into the night and morning. helping him go out and handle the socializing part or the job, and gathering and collecting materials, and outfits, and magazine companies, and the like. while also managing the chores. the uke enjoys working under him, and finds himself wanting his respect. this isn't something he ever cared about in the past. they arrange for him to be his full time assistant for three months. while he focuses on deigning and making the clothing. he makes the originals, while the others remake the product to distribute. they attend fashion shows and the like. things are sucessful. he hires him on full time. with full respect for his working capabilities, and more. seme grows more and more interested in him as a person. they hired a maid of sorts to handle all the other stuff while they trudged along, further expanding his success. (it was his mothers dream. that his father never let her pursue. he too fell in love with it. ) our seme trusted him enough, he left for a few months on a separate project. he entrusted the entire company in his hands, to handle as he saw fit during this time. but they had had sex before he left. they both had conflicting feeling and took their time sorting it out. Our seme of course admitting, he wanted more, that he wanted to be with him. told him to take his time. they wavered back and forth. both hesitating for the same reason. (they are babies, on uncharted territory here) (this is both their first times falling in love) (for one it's first actual relationship) (for the other, he's struggling with his sexuality- bisexual.- maybe.) (it's also his first actual real relationship) they come together with many hurdles. even telling the ukes mother. he loves her, she's kind and loving. a single mom. dad dies when he was a baby. his struggle here is real, because our uke, he was raped by two woman at 14. they forced themselves on him, covered his mouth, and told him if their boyfriends heard a word of it, they'd kill him. if it's not obvious, he didn't have good sexual relations with woman after this. his mother doesn't know. he did confide in his partner about this into their relationship. this is also what makes it confusing. (seme wholly respects whatever he does. he struggled with his own sexuality forever. and the way his dad treats him. he doesn't want to push him at all. he wants him to come to terms with what he wants. in his own time. <3 i love this. ) (they love, respect, care, and talk to each other ) (none of the usual yaoi garbage here.)