hataki's manga / #shitty ex(5)

had high hopes for this, and it just kind of plummeted down into the deep blue sea. Guy has debut from ex. this new guy he meets and talks to about these things, helps him out. while liking and openly pursing him. He records the seme and another guy have S&M sex in private. they invite him to join in later. he does. follows all the classic rules of S&M: Only do a you want, safe word, we can stop, their is a limit, and he stops if he honestly seems bothered or hurt. After care too. starts as a three some, breaks apart. They end up dating more exclusively. things blow up, one tries to go after revenge by smashing the others heart. only to smash his own in the process. They get back together after some time. Both of them mending the wounds they left behind. Takes some time, until they fall back into their S&M room.

shitty father took blood from him, like a lab rat as a small child because he produces too much blood. father treats him like dirt and kicks him out. mother died birthing him. step-mother rejected him. Enter Cinnamon roll seme who is a vampire, almost anemic. Was sick quite often growing up and always low on blood. He feeds from him. They have a few hiccups and misunderstanding, where uke-kun dates and lives with another male. His dad had kicked him out of his apartment, and he essentially started the relationship so he would have a place to live. This guy is a first class ass in disguise, with a girlfriend in waiting, slyly moves him to uni state supported housing with BS reasoning. Brakes both their hearts with his cheating. Uke feels so fucking shitty, he repeatedly cuts his wrists and was harming himself. The seme came back in and stopped it before it was of the permanent harm. takes him to his home, where his parents welcome him with open arms. Mom of course gets him to stay and makes him cry. They treat him as another son. His shitty dad died, he only talks to his half sister. The two are together finally, and graduate, go to uni and get a room together. with quite a few more hiccups in the process. but after a hospital incident, they adopt uke-kun to be an official member of the cinnamon roll family. :3

all were in school together, majoring in photography. the two always had a subconcious thing for each other, even if they never got together. was in an 8 year relationship hate his ex. he broke up and left him. having put up with enough. he was forced to put his feelings on the back burner and put his feelings first. he let him give up on himself and his career. while he continued forward with his support. he never once told his friends or family even told multiple people "that disgusting" or "why would you suggest something like that". whenever people asked if they were dating. it was a super hero complex, he felt he had to "protect him" never said i love you. he just crushed him all together. it was a one-sided relationship the entire time. the ukes's friends knew about them. his parents know and kicked him out after beating the shit out of him. after his parents, loosing his career, and his relationship from hell what's that leave him? = some heavy ass wounded self esteem. loss of his back bone or ability to speak up for himself. what he wants. what he needs. what makes him angry or upset. enter his boss, who has watched them together over the years. he gets with him at this time. giving him a place to stay. said he was interested in him. (not romantically. ) they started hooking up. things of course get super messed up. because the uke is so damaged and fresh out of that relationship. as well as our boss/ seme being from a fucked up, broken home. both father and mother always, always walk into his life to ask for money. as he is succesful dad cheated on mom first. then it became like a competition. who could get the better relationship, and mooch off their son too. to say the least, he doesn't believe in love. he's never felt it or recieved it. he was honest from the start about this. he even points out, you know, that he watched them together for 8 years, and even they broke it off. so while he is interested in our uke. he's also bothered that they broke up at all. it's complicated for our seme to deal with the emotions he has only ever felt with our uke here. he only finds himself caring about him. only desiring him. only wanting to bully him. or be kind to him. or feeling so angry and frustrated. he blows up often, at the uke being a pushover with him too. he's always doing mean things, then yelling at him to "fight. push me back. tell me no", essentially telling him to not put up with it. basically from the start, our uke loved him, and he loved him too. even if it took a lot to get there. they seperated for a time. restarting on themselves. our boss/seme was more accepting of the fact that he in fact loved him and wanted to be with him. he was kinder to not only our uke, but to others around him. even set set the guys ex up, to start up his own studio. still teases him to no end. still a beast in bed. Our uke grew back his self-esteem, went back to photography, starting a studio for weddings. both straight and gay couples. he's finally stopped feeling insecure about what others think. he's proud in their relationship. he's mean and bullies him right back now. but also accepting that while he is innocent in bed, he also happens to have a pretty crazy lewd side to himself with his new boyfriend (that ex of his must of been a bad lay. their are plenty of things, our seme did to him and for him, for the first time. up to and including making him cum just with foreplay. ) seme never cheated on him once. Our uke, he was only the nd person he ever slept with or dated. they come back together. both with their own studios and living together. as new, healed people <3

1st time having sex went bad partner told him to at least pretend to enjoy it. that his face was making him limp. trauma. avoids people sex and relationships incoming hook up party. playboy in class convinced him to go. took his drunk ass home or planned to until he threw up on them both. took him to hotel. ended up hooking up with some light foreplay. now the games begin. with 2 people who don't want relationships. where one is great at sex. and the other refuses to go all the way. _______________________ we got our playboy seme invites him over to play video games on a game he can't clear. listens to him about his trauma. flat out replies, "That's not your fault. it's the seme's job to make the uke feel good" XD then goes on and on about "Life is too depressing to hate sex over such an idiot guy. of course offers to "help him". getting him used to touch and being intimate. one level at a time. (he fucking held his hand.) <3 love this right now. _______________________ actually made a 10 point list of things for him to overcome from softcore to hardcore. staying with him to help out with it. going through them at his own pace one by one. got into some light foreplay jerking off together.