chibineko's manga / #showbiz(42)

The seme n uke was a former bishounen idol partner.. The seme likes the uke since before but always being treated like a girl bcoz of him being the cute type..

This story is tragically beautiful.. I love how the flow of the story goes.. But there's something throughout the story that I find it quite hard to understand.. Why it happens the way it did.. Well, it seems quite complicated for me to understand.. But overall it's a good read and the art was great! The emotions can be portrayed clearly and the sex scenes were drawn beautifully sexy.. Just.. Some parts are quite hard to understand.. It's kinda quite a heavy story for me... I wanna know why he's mad at Youyu(yui) too and tells him not to find him again.. Yui is fond of him tho.. Can't they still be friends? It's kinda sad.. Am I missing something??