Ethingan's manga / #Bastard seme(3)

Terrible, bad guys were forgiven way too easily, no redemption at all, seme is a rapist and an abuser. Even by BL standards the seme is extremely toxic and cruel. And yet the uke falls in love with him. Hate this trope. Okay if the seme properly apologises, feels guilty and redeems themselves but this is just absolute garbage. Mostly the uke being raped, beaten, manipulated, humiliated, sexually pleasing other people. The seme gave bj only once in ch. 37 but also the reverse.