♥miapia♥'s manga / #crazy seme(1)

10/3/24 I feel like the direction this story is going in is that eventually, Sam-Myeong is going to have a massive mental breakdown and become an extremely broken, vulnerable shell of himself from all the sexual abuse (guilt from feeling physically pleasured by rape and a man), all of the plague patients who died due to a lack of his care bc he’s trapped in the palace (guilt from feeling like he’s directly responsible for multiple deaths), and the revelation that his dad was murdered. But I want to believe that if this does happen and SM ends up so mind broken that he maybe develops Stockholm syndrome it won’t be glorified or seen as romantic, since this story isn’t tagged as romance >.< I’m trusting the process! I hope the author knows what they’re doing by incorporating a lot of violent scenes… top already killed mc’s parents, possibly killed everyone in the infirmary mc ran, and prolly hunting down the daughter… gosh I hope he doesn’t pull out any pity card about his tragic past, and mc ends up forgiving him. I hope he doesn’t turn 180 too.. he is batshit crazy, no matter how much character development he goes through there’s really no remedy or redemption for him. This gotta have tragic ending, with the death of bottom and the ruin of the nation, or with some random royal blood occurring and offing the top. Ain’t now way they’re gonna end up together in this life unless bottom gets Stockholm syndrome and looses himself.