Ya bish!'s manga / #Action(4)

Fuck! I feel like crying for hours now, we cant blame Paulianna for lacking some common sense or not understanding such a thing cause she was thrown by her own family wishing for her to die in a miserable place but then she had no choice but to keep thriving, to live even though she doesn't have a goal in life, she doesn't even know what's love or what it's even feel to be loved and you know it's hurts on how she always says she's already used on being criticize because she is just a woman like why do you need to be used on something you shouldn't, those womans is just too much saying Paulianna is lucky and strong like girl she doesn't have a choice but to be, like she need to climb and climb so she can survive, they dont even know what she's been through then they just asking too much to paulianna even not knowing anything, she didn't even think of herself cause she always prioritize others before her own, i really hope that the fucking emperor stop being a fucking coward, like yeah! I know that the emperor is in much pain too but when i see Paulianna tear up while thinking about what the lady told her just fucking break my fucking heart at first i really pity the emperor but now nah i feel paulianna's pain like for real. Like i almost curse the freaking author for making Paul suffer so much like just let her be happy! Let her love and be loved. Ughhhh fucking emperor just fucking confess! You just making things more complicated! If this story goes like the ending paulianna being alone and the fucking emperor having another woman's baby, im really going to curse the author until i fucking die. I fucking swear!!!