it was tormentedly painful. though i knew something devastating like this was coming, i wasn’t ready.. every life is different, each one has their own story and in the end of there life they want to cherish what couldn’t but wanted to. hardship of one's life, regret, agony, the time we lost, things we couldn’t cherish, love that never return, life that give us nothing and realization after death. wanting all the those what we could maybe get if we try or maybe they were never meant to be mine... but then one thing 'live' we have to do...
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