Trilogy's manga / #hot(64)

Saiteina otoko no ude no naka

Complete | Megumi Kitano, 北野仁 | 2000 released

Dear lord, this story is so achingly good. My heart was grabbed and squeezed until I lost consciousness from the way the uke could not believe that Sora (seme) is actually in love with him. This yaoi is so raw and emotional about the hardships that bullying does to a person. Our cinnamon roll couldn’t believe that someone actually wants to be in a relationship with him because he is gay. I relate to the uke’s feelings because its hard to accept yourself when there are so many homophobic people that surround you. I love how Sora realized he is in love and did not let the uke go. He saw the uke leave and was like “I need to find my baby asap”. I love a seme that can value his partner and treat him like the jewel they are. Absolute gold, I loved the fluff and the sweet drama. Great work author-San!

Lost Virgin (Nagi Wataru)

Complete | nagi wataru | 2019 released

I thought I would really hate reading this, but surprisingly I didn’t. Originally the uke seemed like a trash bag because he hates gay men and tried to sexually attack a man because he assumed he was closeted. It also seemed that the uke was a crazy stalker. It turns out that the uke is a closeted gay and a mega virgin in all ways because he has never allowed himself to experience a relationship due to his hatred of his sexuality. Thankfully, the uke meets Choka-san who is a cross dressing gay. He purposely meets the uke so he can tell him to stop stalking and to never attack a friend of his again. However, he finds out that the uke is really sentimental, physically weak, and super shy. He falls in love with the uke and the uke does too. At some point the uke finds out he is a playboy and never takes anyone seriously so he assumed the seme was playing with him too. It’s really cute how the seme tells him he loves him and that he wants to take all of his “first”. I like the idea of the uke being a virgin, it suits his situation well.

Onegai Sonnnani Kamanaide

Complete | SANGO Mitsuru | 2019 released

This was an excellent read. The art was impeccable and the personalities of each a character had great explanation. It was easy to understand each character and their thought process. I loved how we received the seme’s perspective in a single chapter where he explains how and where his feelings became deeper for our innocent uke. I love how our uke is able to stand up for himself towards the end to show the seme that he will not fall for a person who treats him like a toy. Watching the uke’s heart break when the seme was a piece of shit that stated “No way, we are nothing like that”, referring to how they not a real couple that will date was fucking sad. I cried a bit. The uke’s face just showed so much heartbreak and emotion in one panel. I’m happy the seme realized how special our cinnamon roll is and that he deserves to be treated so much better.

Do Shenshwcho wo ikenai goshido

Ongoing | Potato yamamori | 2019 released

Really great story about a writer and their editor. The editor gives them physical practice to put into words and make them a better writer. Uke is a virgin and the seme is a huge closeted fan of the uke.