Damn this one really threw me through a hoop. I did not think the plot would be as complex as it was. I mean this in a good way, the plot had so much to it that I am super amazed by how well the author wrote and drew the panels. I did not feel lost during the read, I understood what was going on which was great. Hikaru (bottom) is a porn actor with a dark past - was raped and sexually assaulted throughout his adolescents because his brother would pimp him to others, one day he kills his brother because a younger but over 18 year old guy fell in love with him and they both murdered the piece of shit brother. Hikaru goes to reformation school and Kan gets sent to prison. Hikaru tries to search for Kan but he can never find him and his family don’t want Hikaru to ever see him again. Hikaru lives life blaming himself and using sex as a means for income. He meets a new porn actor which a special personality (he can get it up for almost anything but he doesn’t deeply for anyone not even his son- son was born because a woman he slept with put a hole in the condom). The seme and Hikaru end up establishing a friendship and through time the seme actually falls for Hikaru. He even helps him find Kan so that Hikaru can realize that he has moved on and is happy with a family. Hikaru finally finds closure and lives a happy life with the seme and his son (secretly in love with Hikaru because Hikaru gave him a lot of emotional support when he was going through a tough time). So nice, I wish we could see more of their post life together. Hikaru is a cinnamon roll who deserves happiness. Thank you Author-San.
Even If You Close Your Eyes, You Can See the Light