Trilogy's manga / #Beautiful Art(476)

I thought I would really hate reading this, but surprisingly I didn’t. Originally the uke seemed like a trash bag because he hates gay men and tried to sexually attack a man because he assumed he was closeted. It also seemed that the uke was a crazy stalker. It turns out that the uke is a closeted gay and a mega virgin in all ways because he has never allowed himself to experience a relationship due to his hatred of his sexuality. Thankfully, the uke meets Choka-san who is a cross dressing gay. He purposely meets the uke so he can tell him to stop stalking and to never attack a friend of his again. However, he finds out that the uke is really sentimental, physically weak, and super shy. He falls in love with the uke and the uke does too. At some point the uke finds out he is a playboy and never takes anyone seriously so he assumed the seme was playing with him too. It’s really cute how the seme tells him he loves him and that he wants to take all of his “first”. I like the idea of the uke being a virgin, it suits his situation well.

This one has multiple stories, the rest of them are sweet and slow. The main plot of each is that the seme falls for a straight uke and they do their best to win them over. The first story which I think is the main story has a super possessive and may I add Toxic seme. The seme forces the uke into the relationship, he rapes the uke the first time then decides they will date. The uke has always admired the seme because of their popularity and intelligence. The uke does fall for the seme, but the seme has super possessive and “you do as I say” traits.

I read it, super fast read. Nothing special about the story except that I love the seme. He literally never stopped loving the uke. He never took on another lover, every move he made was so that the uke could just be by his side. However, the uke’s brother failed to inform the uke about it. The uke throught the emperor really did imprison his brother and took his brother’s fiancé. I like the possessiveness of the seme, but I do feel bad for how lonely he felt during those 3 years.

This was an excellent read. The art was impeccable and the personalities of each a character had great explanation. It was easy to understand each character and their thought process. I loved how we received the seme’s perspective in a single chapter where he explains how and where his feelings became deeper for our innocent uke. I love how our uke is able to stand up for himself towards the end to show the seme that he will not fall for a person who treats him like a toy. Watching the uke’s heart break when the seme was a piece of shit that stated “No way, we are nothing like that”, referring to how they not a real couple that will date was fucking sad. I cried a bit. The uke’s face just showed so much heartbreak and emotion in one panel. I’m happy the seme realized how special our cinnamon roll is and that he deserves to be treated so much better.