Until I Meet My Husband
That was truly a breath of fresh air. As the reading progressed, my heart cried, my eyes cried, and my soul was able to breath for once. I am thankful yet sorry to the author for all the hardships they went through. But thank you for not hiding your truth and for describing it to all for us to read. I am in the closet and don’t have the courage to come out. Reading post, yaoi’s, and watching videos has never soothed me as much as this BL has. Thank you Ryousuke for writing this and the author for drawing this. I am thankful because I cried happy/sad tears at the same time. I’m thankful that Ryousuke kept his writing so honest and when I get the chance I will purchase the novel (I hope its translated). I will purchase the second novel if he writes about his amazing husband. I know being part of the LGBTQIA+ is not easy, there are more hardships and anguish due to the way society cannot accept being different. However, if I ever come out I hope it will be nice like the way Ryousuke has his. I currently feel where young Ryousuke felt during his younger years. I am hurt, lost, alone, depressed, but mostly tired. I am tired of feeling these relentless desires and feelings, but having no one to share them with. I am scared, that one day I will come out but be judged alone. I wish I could have the courage, but for now I will whisper it secretly to myself. I want to be loved and feel love, but I am afraid of what comes with it. I think it was beautiful to read that it is not easy to find someone to love and to find someone that will love you back, but this read definitely gave me hope. I have hope that my journey will be hopefully not so hard, but with the same result: to be loved and to love back. Congratulations Ryousuke and I wish both of you R’s the happiest of marriages. Bless your heart, soul, and life.
Sumanai!! Masumi-kun