KageHina's manga / #tragedy(19)

Finished: 10/28/18 4:13PM -I LITERALLY CRIED SO MUCH AT THE ENDING!!! I JUST CAN'T ACCEPT IT!!! LIKE NOOOOOOOOOO!!! WHY THE FUCKING HELLLL!?!?! I AM STILL IN DENIAL ON WHAT HAPPENED!!!!! BUT STILL I REALLY REALLY LOVE THIS SOOOOO MUCH!!! SUCH A MASTERPIECE!!! -I decided to read this after watching ep 16 cus I can't take it anymore. I really wanted to know what will happen that time. But before this, I stopped watching the anime after ep 9 because I decided to read GDC and I got so hooked up in reading it, that after I finally caught up to the recent chapters I ended up reading another novel. I only started watching the anime again after I saw on YT the candy bar scene. I don't regret reading the manga after I caught up with the anime and I dont know why. I was actually spoiled about the ending that's why I'm so scared of reading it. I accidentally saw the question about his death on Google after I search if the anime was following the plot on the manga. After that, I kept on denying it and start convincing myself that it was the part where they spread rumors that he is dead but I can't help but think about the tragedy tag and the comments section. -lol I'm back again. I really can't get over his death. I still can't accept it. Everytime I see Ash's face now I end up so sad and tear up. It still breaks my heart. It's funny how a manga character's death affect me this much. Everytime I recall his death, I can't help but feel so melancholic. He doesn't deserve to diee my goshh, I'm tearing up again. I really wanted him to at least have some sweet time with Eiji but he chose to die. Seriously whyyyy!! Arghhhhh. I wanna die too

-FUCCCCCKKKKK!!!!! WHY DOESS HE HAVE TO DIEEEEE!!!!!??? SHEEETTTT -SHEEET ANDAMI NG NAMATAYYYYYYYY

Hideto x Yuugen -Yuugen is a sickly, high school boy with zero motivation in life. He avoids interacting with his classmates, and lives an utterly bland and colorless life. However, there’s always one boy who always calls out to him every single day. That’s Hideto, upbeat and outgoing, loved by anyone and everyone. To this bright individual, Yuugen harbors feelings that he has not told anyone. However, one day, Hideto suddenly passes away. While still grappling with the reality of the situation, Yuugen discovers that the ghost of Hideto has appeared before him. Bound to this world by unfinished business, he enlists the help of Yuugen to help him pass on. -MAN I CRIED EVERY CHAPTER TFFF!!༼;´༎ຶ ۝ ༎ຶ༽ -So, I read the tags and I skeptical on reading this because it's tragedy and Im not up for some drama, but when I read the summary, damn, I wanna read it, so Im just like, fuck it! -I can totally relate to Yuugen in his outlook on life. We really both have the same thoughts about it which made me more emotional while reading this. I can also relate to some of what Hideto said about not being able to do anything for anyone. -

Son x Father -a house infested w delusion & adultery: after the mother & younger twin died in an accident, the only ones left is the dad & the older twin wc is considered a bad omen, a curse in their family due to some stupid beliefs wc made the kid sick in the head as he grew up

Morita Souichi x Matsumoto Takashi -My fated pair is 'married'. As Morita was going to his new workplace, he met Matsumoto, a senior employee who picked him up. The moment they locked eyes, he was convinced that Matsumoto was his fated pair, but he had a ring on his ring finger. However, that night, as Matsumoto went into heat, Morita got tempted by his smell and embraced Matsumoto. The men who get toyed around by fate, experience a sweet, painful love.

10/19/22 11:09 PM Ch. 107 - Just.... WTF?!!?! All the way - Death here.. Death there.. DEATH EVERYWHERE!!! WHY'D THEY ALL DIE JUST LIKE THAT