Where the Wind Stays
Don’t Say You Love Me
Bokura wa Nando mo Koi o suru
Continued Love
Suki de Gomen
Define The Relationship
Carlyle fell in love, for the first time, with Ash Ash kissed him, in public, on Christmas. The said kiss shook him to his core but the other forgot what he did and moved on w/ his life. Months later, they met as sex partners. Carlyle was surprised but slowly but surely fell in love with Ash. It's so infuriating how I KNOW he set his boundaries and that he's just a naturally a kind person but
Talk to Me Tenderly/Be Sweet to Me
I'm at chapter 42 rn and tbh, i don't really like Luke. I also don't understand the MC. He got rejected, he had a one-night stand with him, MC texts Luke everyday at any chance he gets but he doesn't reply and he's still positive about their relationship? How??? And have i told you that he likes/dates him because he likes his boice and it makes his bird stand up and that its been 5 fking years since he first liked (his voice) him? Just because of his fkung voice kink Angel is also not my thing... He does extreme things and says that it's just a joke or its a prank—gaslighting the other person and making that person the bad guy. A common line that manipulative people say to make the victim feel small. He takes pranks too far and gets away with it by pretending to not be able to speak their language or just straight up his face. I just think that's messed up. He even once tricked MC into attempting to rape him and took pics of him naked(which were erased, thankfully). And after almost raping him he realises that he likes him but doesn't make a move. Thereafter, MC tells him they're daring and he's pissed. Anyhow, I don't like him. I really like Ray, though. He reminds me of myself when I first realised Im bi. He's all confused but is interested. It hurt me when he tried to call the MC when he finally had the courage to talk to him but his call was ignored as MC was giving his asshesd of a boyfriend a head. It must've been so hard to gather up the courage to talk to him (in person, even) and he got ignored even though the MC said he'll be one call away. A lot more angst was dumped into me when I remembered that MC once had to call for his help(because he was almost raped by Angel, which he escaped to with only a jacket and socks) while he was having dinner with his group and came running to help him(with his judo uniform, Haha he's so awks, so cute).
Paper Plane