hannietea's manga / #Beautiful Art(3)

The flow and dialogue of the story and captivating art style will definitely draw you in. The characters are prideful, selfish, annoying and will make you want to pull your hair out but they are real. Haesoo and Joowon have been in this push-pull relationship for 10 years because of no way defining their status. This complication started due to their parents marrying one another and not knowing what to make of their relationship. They weren’t step brothers for long however and pursued an undefined relationship to avoid their circumstances irl. Taku is the other male interest of Haesoo in which he is drawn to Haesoo’s natural beauty. He wants to take him in as a model for his latest work and down from there twists happen. Taku pursues Haesoo knowing his struggle between his circumstances with Joowon. Will Haesoo choose his first long love or break the cycle of dependency to be with Taku instead? This is a story that is complex and probably dramatic for some but it’s a fine piece of work worth reading for me.

This is one of my all time favorite BL’s because of the buildup in plot. I don’t have enough words for this but Eunha is so much younger than Jaeha probs almost 10 years, but they were childhood friends. In the later years, Jaeha got married but divorced after a year later because it wasn’t working out for him. Eunha has always admired Jaeha from afar for so many years from childhood even till he got married and went back and forth with his f-buddy. Jaeha only sees Eunha as the child he played with and nothing more but Eunha continued pursuing him right after the divorce when they met again after 2 years. It’s such a beautiful manhwa and the smut scenes are always filled with tension. The artist knows how to portray the feelings of the characters really well

This is the first manhwa in which I cried from beginning to end as I read it. I couldn’t stop crying because of the pain He Zhisu had to go through physically, mentally, and emotionally. Wen Xu does not deserve him at all, I know they loved each other so much at a point in their lifetime but he was too selfish and never once listened to the Zhisu. I hate prideful people like him and he got what he deserved. He has no right to mourn over Zhisu when this was all his doing. I can never move on from this and I don’t think I’ll be able to read this again because it was really heartbreaking for me.