abe's manga / #Angst(2)

[happy ending] hayato meets the new transfer student named souma, who has not been able to adapt to the new environment. hayato always manages to be in souma's sight, and thinks he will be able to take care of him. the familiar touch allows souma to familiarize with the environment, until he's able to smile once more. all the while hayato tries to fix things from his past. hayato had a dark past where he caused his best friend to try commit suicide because his best friend had confessed that he loved hayato and hayato made it into a joke and the whole school found out. that left a scar in him. souma, the new student, made hayato feel guilty about his past and tries to make atonement with him for his horrible past. they became friends but souma doesn't know about hayato's past. they suddenly meet hayato's best friend, who was souma and hayato's mutual friend. that's how hayato's dark past came to light and souma distanced himself from hayato who was still a bit unsure about his true feelings for souma. still kinda dicey with the whole forcing himself on hayato part though, especially in the beginning of the manga. lowkey almost turned into rape half-way along. has a lot of angst and hard facts about being gay in a society such as japan.

[happy ending for only one pairing, the rest are not so much] thought about having unrequited love, they mutually sleep together to console each other. but in the end they end up together with their original crushes. kadae is a big fat cunt tho. that's why i don't like this manga lend me a pen!" is their signal to have sex! σ(≧ε≦ｏ) though there's clue that the popular seme actually has an inferiority complex in his politician family, the uke just unconditionally loves him despise almost knowing nothing about him.- Sweet! following someone just to let them order you around, sounds like a stupid idea.. but in their case, it makes them realized their feeling.. so it's ok then. sex friends but ends up with their own interests, sucky ending, cliffhanger, multiple pairings