ilyozu's manga / #oneshot(142)

[] A oneshot about how MC continue her life with 'Shii-chan' proving that strong bonds are really hard to break. >>>Her form of escapism is somewhat unhealthy but I really can't blame her. She's too dependent to Shii-chan. What she need is acceptance. It's okay to be denial since it's natural for a grieving person to be denial but It'll be more painful for her if she continue to be denial.

[] A story of a boy and girl waiting to be reincarnated. Introducing the bittersweet taste of sacrificing. ——•Sometimes the most happiest moment in your life is by sacrificing your happiness whole-heartedly for the sake of other person's happiness. Sacrificing something big and seeing it having positive outcome is just satisfying. The feeling of regret may be present but it's okay. It's normal to feel like that as we're all humans after all. But admit it, that person's satisfaction after helping them is beautiful and heart-warming. >>>Made me cry and realize things in life.

Love is wonderful yet painful. Once an empty, hollow person experienced it, It'll be hard to let go. If the love source is gone, It'll be hard to move-on and act as if nothing has changed which makes one fall into the depths of depression. Sometimes I always remind myself that it's okay to feel hurt. It's normal and safe. It's okay like this bcs the pain is always minimal and doesn't hurt anyone. I understood why the MC committed suicide and I think it's okay. You would probably complain something like "Suicide is not the answer". Sometimes, there's something that you wouldn't understand. Some people would rather have a peaceful shut-down than living a long life with 33/66 chance of achieving what happiness is. Death is inevitable after all. Nothing lasts forever. I would really like to end it all but I'd rather wait for death to personally knock at my door to say "Game Over" After reading this manga, I feel like venting this out. Gosh I sounded like a depressed teen in the internet xD.

I feel like my soul leaving my body after reading this