Enomoto-senpai wa Tenshi Nanka Janai
what a beautiful manga! i've experienced so many emotions in a span of 4 chapters, and that shows how well this is written. i'm quite scared to see how this will end but i will play the fool and hope for a happy ending! i BELIEVE they will be happy in the end! i feel for the angel so much. how hard it must've been for him being unable to express himself freely, especially in front of the person he likes... he must've loathed himself and i'm crying at the thought of that :( the self hate he must have gone through because of the jealousy and envy he felt towards haruna for a moment... its not even his fault :( i hope the mc makes him realize that he's a good person and makes him feel loved... the specific panel that broke me is when he went and rented the movie haruna and hagino were talking about but still being sooo sad, feeling pathetic about himself because he don't think he's enough for the mc to like BRO I'M DEVASTATED guys i'm crying. hagino looks so pretty reflected through the angel's eyes... i love enomoto so much. purposely making himself look bad and wanting to get hated by hagino so that when its his time to go, it won't take much of a toll on hagino BUT his love for him is so much stronger, making his plan fail. a selfless character that thinks he's a bad person, you wound me so much. UGH I WANT TO WRITE MORE ABOUT ENOMOTO'S CHARACTER BUT I'M OVERPOWERED BY MY EMOTIONS RIGHT NOW THATS PREVENTING ME FROM ARTICULATING MY THOUGHTS FUCK MY STUPID LIFE
A Room Without Window
it takes a lot of skill to rack up your brain trying to think of how to make something this tragic happy and somewhat lighthearted. i love both mcs so much and i have this strong urge to take care of kid jihoon because???? he never really got to experience life, he was just... existing. i'm glad they are living happily together even with the situation outside............ I LOVE GITAE SO MUCHHHHHHH MY STRONG CHILD fuck everyone around him fuck his ugly ass ex fuck them fugly ass rapists fuck zombies fuck i'm glad they died i think they were meant to be together, because explain how they met at the lowest point of their lives ???? jihoon going outside for the first time with the intent of killing himself, seeing a betrayed gitae getting ganged up by his "trusted" acquaintances.... then getting moved by his speech when he was fighting for his life... proceeding to save him.... UGHHH i like to think that by the end of it all, the situation has somewhat tamed ... ?? humanity gets back again... and they go on dates outside.... without a care in the world.... like seeing grandpas in love.... . i would die happy. they heal traumas too btw
Radio Storm
wow....... this is so good, well-written, all the positive things i can say about a story. i can't get enough. this is SERIOUSLY so fucking good. themes were interesting, characters are so fucking well-written, had personalities, DEPTH. you can tell the author really dug up their mind to create this story because its so fucking good what the hell. the dialogues are amazing as well. I SO RECOMMEND THIS I CANT GET ENOUGH. i actually need more of them and i'd PAY for it.
The World Without You
why is this underrated?? THIS IS A MASTERPIECE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i love them so much. i love everything. everything is perfect, really. i love it so much. i love sekye and yijun ughghuhuhguhgighuthgtughruhuf8ghuuhbguhgubhgbgu sekye's character... wow, its really made so well. props to the author for not half-assing mental illnesses. the way he was so reluctant to admit that he loves yijun because that would take his loneliness away, which has been with him his whole life ?? him thinking it would invalidate what he felt for the longest time because he KNOWS he would be happy being together with yijun?? SO FUCKING REALLL. sometimes you just really wanna bask in your loneliness because its the only feeling you're familiar, and comfortable with. i feel for him so much. UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH AND HIM BEING PATHETIC... U DONT KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE MY SEMES PATHETIC AND DONT EVEN GET ME STARTED ON YIJUN. MY BABY, I LOVE HIM SO MUCH. he has such a strong mentality. having all that emotional baggage but still wanting to help sekye carry his, adding more weight to him, because he LOVES THAT MAN. gosh, the way he loves is so... precious. his childhood is VERY relatable too. it hit too close to home. i love baby yijun, he went through so much. feeling guilty because you think it's your responsibility that they became like that.... not wanting anything monetary from them because you know they've been struggling, even though you were still a child and that should be none of your concern... hes been behaving real mature since then. he never even had a chance to act like a child. sigh that one real breakup moment of theirs in the hospital made me cry, like WDYM YOU'RE LETTING EACH OTHER GO BECAUSE YOU KNOW YOU ARE TOXIC FOR EACH OTHER AND YOU WANT THEM TO BE HAPPY EVEN THOUGH ITS A WORLD WITHOUT YOU ??? YOU LOVE THEM, AND YOU ARE WILLING TO LET THEM GO???? well just fuck me gently with a chainsaw why dont you. i just wish it was shown that he opened up to sekye, i mean that because i know he will open up about his family eventually, in the long run, i just hoped that we would see it go down. I JUST WANNA SEE MORE OF THEM HUHU the story line is PERFECT!!! the art is PERFECT!!!! i love it !!
Living Will