Enomoto-senpai wa Tenshi Nanka Janai
what a beautiful manga! i've experienced so many emotions in a span of 4 chapters, and that shows how well this is written. i'm quite scared to see how this will end but i will play the fool and hope for a happy ending! i BELIEVE they will be happy in the end! i feel for the angel so much. how hard it must've been for him being unable to express himself freely, especially in front of the person he likes... he must've loathed himself and i'm crying at the thought of that :( the self hate he must have gone through because of the jealousy and envy he felt towards haruna for a moment... its not even his fault :( i hope the mc makes him realize that he's a good person and makes him feel loved... the specific panel that broke me is when he went and rented the movie haruna and hagino were talking about but still being sooo sad, feeling pathetic about himself because he don't think he's enough for the mc to like BRO I'M DEVASTATED guys i'm crying. hagino looks so pretty reflected through the angel's eyes... i love enomoto so much. purposely making himself look bad and wanting to get hated by hagino so that when its his time to go, it won't take much of a toll on hagino BUT his love for him is so much stronger, making his plan fail. a selfless character that thinks he's a bad person, you wound me so much. UGH I WANT TO WRITE MORE ABOUT ENOMOTO'S CHARACTER BUT I'M OVERPOWERED BY MY EMOTIONS RIGHT NOW THATS PREVENTING ME FROM ARTICULATING MY THOUGHTS FUCK MY STUPID LIFE
A Room Without Window
it takes a lot of skill to rack up your brain trying to think of how to make something this tragic happy and somewhat lighthearted. i love both mcs so much and i have this strong urge to take care of kid jihoon because???? he never really got to experience life, he was just... existing. i'm glad they are living happily together even with the situation outside............ I LOVE GITAE SO MUCHHHHHHH MY STRONG CHILD fuck everyone around him fuck his ugly ass ex fuck them fugly ass rapists fuck zombies fuck i'm glad they died i think they were meant to be together, because explain how they met at the lowest point of their lives ???? jihoon going outside for the first time with the intent of killing himself, seeing a betrayed gitae getting ganged up by his "trusted" acquaintances.... then getting moved by his speech when he was fighting for his life... proceeding to save him.... UGHHH i like to think that by the end of it all, the situation has somewhat tamed ... ?? humanity gets back again... and they go on dates outside.... without a care in the world.... like seeing grandpas in love.... . i would die happy. they heal traumas too btw
Living Will