emanon's manga / #twisted but good(35)

Nanairo Kakumei

Ongoing | Yuzuhara Mizuka | 2000 released

First thing that came to my mind, yuzu is a LESBIAN. HAHAAHA jk it was a trip to memory lane, i miss this manga. I feel somewhat nostaljic to this cus i remember reading this before and now suddenly i read my list, i suddenly have the erge to read this cus i remember a sociopath girl, obssessive over her friend. I only stop at 30 but there are also 7 chapters left so yeah. I enjoyed the story. Its cute, but sometimes my taste in romance have change like in past i remember i love this but now, its a little cringe. But hey ive matured but you know i enjoy reading stuff like this again. Not reccomend haha cus they got no taste. But 8/10

Homunculus

Complete | yamamoto hideo | 2000 released

What was that... Like... Im in shock... This manga got me trippin... The more i've read this, i think i might need more brain cells to keep up with this. Like the last few chapters got me (°0°) wtf... I THINK I FOUND ANOTHER ONE OF THE BEST PSYCHOLOGICAL MANGAS THATS UNDERRATED. Like i'm so good at this! Anyways, this has the best plot, from the introduction of trepanation and homoculus got me feeling good cus you know what i always want, mangas that gives me knowledge. And this has a check on the list! So many wisdoms and best quotes out here that makes me phantom about humans. We are much more complex than the world around us and if you get to study different kind of thing around yourself, and being able to use your senses at full potential is just fascinating and something to be studied about. Aside from this incredible art and best plot wist, i just want to comment about the doctor, i mean we all love a good trans representation so i just kinda want to tell that... Hehe shes so pretty and i love how she be able to express herself more! Its just you know she kinda has a fault at what happened to the mc because that is illegal. I kind of want teh ending at that, but at the same time, no. Cus i really wish them happiness you know? But sht thats reality. Maybe im caught up by all that fantasy and sht and mangas like this hits you with that. But i think that's his karma. The tought of abandoning the only person that can see you for you and the baby is just pathetic don't you think? You wanted to try being the top and when you see that you can't feel anything you just keep escaping and escaping and looking down. Keep demanding of wanting to look at you when clearly you can't even look at them first. Sorry a little rant here. The storytelling is so good, like i just emersed myself into the story. I could clearly see what the guys coming from and how hes entire life has been explained through. The characters in the story are explained deeply using homculus so having visual representation and learning is what explains it better. Their are some nasty shit in their that i don't reallyy want to specify like 'eating myself' and 'seeing myself' and age gap is crawling into my skin. Other than that just the crazy plot twist like, the doctor being trans, them crying after therapy, explaining sand, suicide, and nanako and him being ugly and pregnant?! Areone of the best moments that left me shocked. Seriously the best. I think i can't explain this to my friend if i reccomend it but not really reccomend for all cus the gore and psychological shit but 9/10 from mixflava: Wow that ending... My guess is that after Nakoshi used the trepanation method on Nanako and went out, he started seeing all of those "Homunculi" as himself and is able to become friends with people easily and know their problems because he realized his own problems. The thing is that he left Nanako to bleed to death and during the 1 year time he dissappeared, he went on a search for a volunteer who would also try to "see him" like he tried with Nanako and use trepanation on them. That's why a year later when he was eating in his car, Manabu Ito showed up looking like a real girl which I thought at first was Nanako and he almost used trepanation on him. I think Nakoshi has been killing people with trepanation in that 1 year time skip and that Ito decided to find him to stop what started only as an experiment and ended up with a Nakoshi who seemed insane or maybe he was also kind of an enlightened psychopath who just wants someone to accept him. But the police came and I guess it's the end for Mr. Nakoshi. That's how I interpret the last few chapters of this volume and I think it ties up the story pretty well. It's kind of a sad ending though I'm not gonna lie I still feel pretty bad for Nakoshi and what he had gone through. I'll definitely recommend this manga to anyone who is interested of a psychological dark drama. I don't know what to say more but I'd like to see what others opinion on this ending. The beginning started of great and then got slightly slower near the middle and got a good ending. I'll give this an 9/10 overall.

Let Dai

Complete | Woon Soo-yeon | 1998 released

so i just read this half assed but overal its a pretty good story you know i just want to read this fast enough so that i can read other more mangas but i just can't stop cus their chemistry is so good. i can't help myself but to finish this all. Also because of the beautiful art, subtle roamnce, and the bl. i kept reading more. also the tragedy here has struck me you know? Im so sad for eunsung. Shes so young with strong conviction but it got tainted and now she died... you know nobody deserves this. im so sad in her backstory. aside from that the art is insanely good for an old manhwa. And of course those cheesy quotes but it gave me butterflies. I still think dai is toxic even in real life. but i guess its his way of protecting eunsoo. but you know the mc just have anxiety for everything cus communication is the fucking key. you can't just go without saying a word. and going to another country. thats just shitty. kinda confuse about their whole relationship but i kinda have a fault here cus i was reading this fast. but i guess the end is him going to america too. oh and also it depicted the homophobia here. cus tha'ts a korean manga so... yeah ending the bloodline and getting discriminated by other people is their excuse to not see the truth but i like the quotes here saying that. even if many people do accept that, it still don;t change the fact that your parents don't accept it. Another quote here is how eunsung has to defend herself towards her father. THewhole talk about the generation being completely different is also timely here today. this is an old manhwa so all the topics here are also legit in whats happening today. Soo captivated in the cover art but the story did not disappoint. great find here yet again! not reccomend cuss some will find this boring but 9/10 for me

Sakura Gari

Complete | Watase Yuu | 2007 released

Im in shocked... Every last chapter my face just went blank. A while ago it was reccomended in quora for one of those mangas that surprised you. And this definitely did surprised me. The thing that happened to those two do not deserve any of that. They were just kids... They're not some fucking doll you wish to manipulate and taint. From these devils they should suffer the worst. Nobody should be in a position for that disgusting things. I hate this and its just making me goosebumps all the way to my head. Fucking pieces of shit. I don't really like what the seme did to the uke. You just gave him the same treatment you experienced and good for you that he understands you, so forgiving yourself is one of the ways to move on. People who have a dealt with rape or abuse are not dirty. I will tell you that. You are brave and beautiful and deserved to be loved. They will definitely meet their karma in the most disgusting way possible. The ending for me is somewhat beautiful. I mean i was satisfied. Its a tragedy tag what do you expect? Kinda confused at some parts especially the siblings part what a fucking incest. You just had to put in that one. That was not necessary. Abd yeah the ending too. I think he died. The knife wound done by his father. And yeah those parts where he have seen his lovers young self. Shit i remember the other manga I've read homuculus. Hahaha don't ask me what is that cus im trying to get rid of that too, jk. Yeah that was definitely a ride, im just sick at those rape genre like that can make ny skin crawl. Some parts of it was disturbing but overall a good manga. Not so reccomended fo all but 8.89/10

Secret Relationship

Ongoing | McQueen Studio | 2019 released

SHIT FUCK A PUTANGINA LAHAT NAA. This is what im feeling right now. AH ALWAYS MIXED FEELINGS NGAYON di ko alam.... Besides the art being the best every and the all character are hot. The story itself is also good cus im hook in every chapter, and you know a 3 triangle, ive never seen it. But i mean not really. Haha but theres to many compicated sht they have to deal to be together like?? Im think that i don't want a relationship in the future cus this is reallly complicated. Anyways its just the mc. Hes to afraid to go out his comfort zone and let hin drag like thaat by sooyoung which is fucking dumb don't you think? But yeah he has his problems. But i fucking hate manipulative people. The two of them im talking to you!! Really a pack so that they can manipulate the mc all they want? Umm pls thats so toxic. Im in rage. Using fucking violence so that the mc has no choice but to always listen to your wishes. Just go to the states again i hate youu. But your hot so.. anyways my baby ml YOURE THE MOST PRECIOUS HERE YOU ACTUALLY DONT DESERVE THIS GET OUT OF THAT TOXIC LOVE SHIT your a fucking gentleman and your fucking hot. Lahat na shet pati personality mo pls be straight for mee HAHAHA wag ka na maging kabit pls masasaktan ka lang. Natrauma na ko sa mha ganyang trope. Sasayangin mo lang oras mo. Your love and effort is so pure and precious and i love you for that. Pla and when you cry... Shet parang gusto ko basagin tung phone. Huhu pick me, choose me, love mee awit HAHAHAHA pls sana magingbmatalino for once si mc and wag na sya matakot. Im sure naman na malakas si ml noh. Sget more pa po RECCOMEND 10000/110

An Uncomfortable Truth

Complete | EErun | 2016 released

This is the main reason im gonna start reading again. IM BACK AGAIN BABYY. You know before i really start reading loke these because i LOVE PSYCHOLOGICAL genres. Like it gives me the trill and a bunch of any emotions that romance genre can't do. So from the mostm essed up stories i seriously enjoyed that. And this one gives me the trill to read again cus i can't find any stories that has best art, best storyline, and a bl? Like whatt... This ones a gem and i probably read a lot so naubusan na HAHAHA anyways you know they never deserve that, i actually have the sympathy of jaebom or the killer couse first he never had the feeling of love because of all the trauma he gets, the first feeling is fear, from his parents thats why he developed a schizophrenic illness to the point that it harass him. Like can this boy just be happy for once? So the first good feeling he gets is from his brother. But he can't comprehend that feeling and use violence or his instinct to remove the 'barriers' for his brothers attention. And yeah jaeha hes the one who doesnt deserve it the most. Like he is the most purehearted person he just afraid that he will be alone, so what if hes not afraid anymore? Will he be comfortable now and not be afraid. Its like all his life hes just afraid of him that why he likes his bro. So yeah hes the one that makes me cry like a btch HAHAH this is seriously making me cry and in the last panel, you know yeosob still can't grasp that his hyung died and has an illusion of him. Now hes just alone again. Im just sad they just dont deserve it. You know others are to blaim but they have to suffer the results. I just want more stories like these please like im begging. Im on my knees pleasee. HAHAHAHA seriously so good and it gives me the trill to read psychological genres like these!! 10000/10

Stalker's Game

Complete | TAN | 2000 released

Uhmmm what did i just read Um edit: yeah i thin kone of my fav mangas out there. Pretty f up but you know me HAHAHAHA uh anyways this is so good that ive reread it again. I so love the story, the art, even tho this is stalking and a BIG FUCKING RED FLAG, im colorblind HAHAHAHA um it still gave me butterflies which is shocking to me cus we can already see the signs babe but i guess the mc has a pity love, probs like my mom so you know the first impression might be pity but later on it probably turns to love. Just not invasive and if they're happy and the guys not creepy then they're perfect for each other. One of the best ill forget this again and ill reread it. 100/100

Haruka Tooki Ie

Complete | yatsuda teki | 2019 released

Wow not finished but definitely had an impact in me already. Like the art itself proves that also given the fact that the plot is realistic its trully a must read and underrated manga. I wish more chapters for these. Im speechless in everyway. 10/10

Canis

Ongoing | zakk | 2013 released
2022-01-16 07:10 marked

um yeah... what was that at first i was just getting butterflies over the hatmaker and ex mafia but why are their promised neverland? hahahahaha anyways why wont i het a break from psychological stories. like for once i wantcflush why are their many assult scenes again?! like im so tired, my brain is so traumatized. anyways again great art best story even tho its american theme , has some similaritylike other yaoi bit overalls so good!! 10/10

Lost in the Cloud

Ongoing | Kim Pas | 2000 released

Um ok what i actually nwed more.. why is this not completed ive dobe it again arhhhh. anywho i get the mcs trauma like me too bitch im gonna barf too if its dobe to me. ahh he doesnt deserve this pls i hatee it but i still wonder why he still love the guy. i dont know. and i wish hell never show up. plus i think the ml gets to have chara ter developement so yeah cabt wait for that. pls i just want to know more but i know mangago is like slow in updating now huhu im sad i wish im rich to buy coins. anyways again i miss psychological bls haha so a must recoomended 10/10