emanon's manga / #Shoujo(14)

Okkk ahheeshh yess tapos ko na, i mean tapos ko na matagal mna pero im back againn yess with another shojo rereads! And this one is my xhildhood right here biychess like super nakakmiss toh. I realy love them so much tas ito tlga yung mga mangas na di ko malilimutan kaya nga parang napaisip ako kung tutulog ko ba kasi hanggang ngayon naaalala ko parin yung ennding pero for my love of shojo shempre binasa ko ulit and i di not regret it instead mas na nostaljic ako sobra. Narealize ko na nakakairaita si amanee hayst nakakapagod ka daii like shes really so dense to the point shell do embarrassing stuffy. like really? No common sense or just guidance siguro sa parents. Kasi if may narealize sya then hagawa sya ng paraan in which yung advice sa kanya is risky? Or just plain embarrassing tlga. Pero yun i guess thats her charm. Shes not self conscious about herself. Kaya nga dati gusto ko yubg personality na ganyan kaso im really that observant sa surrounding ko kaya yung drram ko na mag ka bestfriend na by eh hindi nangyari cuss i be overthinking sometimes. Uhh bat ko ginawang sakin HAHAHA anw magabda kahit minsan gusto ko na syang sakalin. I really like concepts of no face cus this is so youching when someone cpersues you with no identitiy like kilig malala so rate this perfect in my book Hahah favoritism yarn?

HII GRABE LONG TIME NO RIGHT since this is shoujo naman i decide to talk about it. So yun grabeh kilig tlga maalla kayla eunhyeuk behh like i forgot this feeling long time ago and bumabalik sya. I cant ang cute ng moments nila kaso ang hirap rin since meron aa syang dohwa like beh akin nlang isa bat aareho silang green flag? Lik diba usually in love triangles i think malaman mo na kung sino eh, kaso beh ang hirap apring pumili kahit mostly eunhyeuk moments ehh. Shet lng wag kasi puro landi teh HAHAHAHA anww so good, i thought mas marami ap toh, or aprang balance na yung scenes ng daalwa pero sa side aprin ni guy 1. Yorn lng still waitinv for me lav ett, i cant wait to read more sjoujo web in the futureer

OH FUCK.. what a ride it has been like i got sucked in from the first chapter and look what it got me to now.. i fwwl like theres a hole nanaman in me just like any other masterpiece shoijos i reread but again ang dami ko ding side comments about this as i go along the way be ause it is that crazy and psychological. Na parang you need a lot of braincells or really just a good translation tbh. But anways, i thought its gonna be acute shoujo typical childhood lovers but NO dafyck not. Its much more heavy. Like may slowburn nanga dito puta nilagyan nyo pa ng trauma. And that trauma eventually became the thing that changes the tragectory of their life. I feel like theres a lot of character study for these people and how they were able to make those decisions. Kasi personally for me like i would not gravitate my life for a guy like damn girl you need hobbies but anw uh natsune first. She was addicted to the light, how it shines bright, the attention right? Ao seeing kou for the first time made her want to notice him. And you now slowburn tlga and like a lot of back and forth banter but i guess they eventually gravitated narin towards each other. And secound kou, or shou? So kou* he has an aura like from the gods or smth that makes people become magnets to him. Diba may mga ganun tlgang tao in rl? He was that charismatic eh and like thats like how the whole point of the manga is parang about light and drowning etc. So these two experience the same trauma thats why in her perspective, why didnt you protect me like i wxpect you to? Youre my little god right? Thats her reasoning. While him, he felt like hes always the top of the world sunce hes an heir but in reality, he gets slap hard by the truth that he cant do something to an adults power. So that left a big impact of them. I guess how they process it made it worse since they cant really do something and just heal at rheir own pace. And so that made them having questionable choices of violence and even hookups. So i dont want to justify the cheating aside but for natsume, he did fell in love with otome but she feels liek he abandoned kou because shes more happy that him going onto fights so like she now later realized na matbe something in him did change because of her. So like the him before will never go back. thats why she always pray for him, and like wanting to get notice by him. Later on, parang traumatic response nadin yung pantakip ko yung nangyari samin ni kou sa s.a nya. Because she just felt like that trauma made her drown. So why not hooking up with kou makes it less diba? Also like the driving force of how she acts eh diba kay kou din. Making excuses na mahal nya yung guy pero welp hinahanap nya parin yun kay kou. Which is whh im kinda sad kasi i was rooting for them na. Like whatever is making you happy girl please diba? Pero like since they experience the same paratgang yun yung naggravitate sakanila na di iwan yung isat isa. Kaya the closure they need is to finally put a stop and kill the abuser. So diba fucking deep shit toh. But rrally curious about kana cus fuck bobo kaba m kaba tangaaa like why?? So di ko na papahabain sakanya but yeah parang kwinemto ko na rin right? Kasi di ko masyadong gets so kaylangan ko lang intindihin based on the braincells i have left. Pero yun i felt like natsumes ready naman na but all that was needed to change was kou kasi diba hinhanap nya parin yun eh pero sa violence lang.. sama mo pa family probs nila so yun all along like si natsume lang tlga nasa utak nya even if marami na syang jowa. (I always loveee that trope in fics) but yeah pverall kasi like idk if msgtatagal sila idk like need proof pa na the guy would put more effort pa kasi bat mga babae nlang laging naghahabol! Yorn lang so for now 3.9/5

Omg i realy am feeling a lot of emotions right now because of rereading this again. Omg i was like 15-16 and year later 19 im reminiscing it again and yeahh i do have load opinions on this one. First of all its kinda true that the author has a lot of restrictions on this one. Since you know it deals with age gap and all. Teacher x student so of course a lot could have mixed opinions on this trope but it was a breath of fresh air for me since i was young since you know this a trope thats not common in my time i guess. So i remember really obsessed with this like my fav promise and also like i was waiting for the chapters all my life with this one so i still remember like a lot of the scenes so for me i leave with a nice memory of this one. BUT, yes rereading it now with some maturity, i guess i did find the studentx teacher trope to be a bit irk to me? Becore i was OBSESSED cus you know like the men wont really do anything till they reach 18 so the level of tention is just insane and i love those kinds of store BEFORE but now i have to think of 'morals' here. Youre prob thinking, oh its fiction you shouldnt mix it to reality. but realistically speaking, the author was potraying a slice of life manga, i would totally think of that starement if this is a fantasy or something but no this manga also deals with true to life scenario so when a teacher with a 10 year gap to a stusent of course ill think that hes grooming her. Thats why the breaking point for me is the confrontation of the uncle and sensei saying that this is still a starting point in her life, like she still starting her life and learning something about herself and for him diba? You get me? And like the confession scene wherein he said that if hes going to quit his job, suzume didnt even hesitate and said that shes willing to follow him. That made me think na, shes willing to sacrifice her life (idk o.a) but like shes willing to make irrational desicions since shes clearly a child right. So of course in her hear, shes willing to sacrifice for this relationship. So for him, i guess he just abused the power din just because of jealousy idk. But i do think na people were you know constricting the author kasi a lot of those chapters would focus for the two. But mamura was added cus its kinda scary to make these the leading shoujo manga even if there are some themes wich would be bad in real life. So i guess im kinda satisfied in a way but the lack fo communication and kilig from the couple kinda gets me mad so yeah i think i can agree to people that it can be dissatisfied. But the ways sumuze handled the confession is amazing i really like it. Shes smart in her age so props to thatt i love the author nonetheless, and like this opinion would be completely different than what i had before since im team sensei and suzume but i guess yeah people matured some things change but my love for this manga and the author would never! Thank you forever my fav!! <3