i was reading this with a normie, a cultured one and she asked:
"how can you say and do suicide so easily?" and i was like....i DoNt KnOw !!ヾ(｡･ω･｡)
try imagining yourself jumping off a building while listening to your favorite song then start smiling right before you hit the ground...imagine. i swer you will not regret it, I've never felt so relaxed while imagining it..(´｡･v･｡｀).
Cloudburst