Zhishu & jiang wenxu has been together for a decade ..they were very poor once & had to share food to live & at that time jiang wenxu told "that in this lifetime i will only love you" ...with time they gradually became financially stable but jiang wenxu changed a lot , he started cheating with multiple people before starting an affair with ,Chen zui ( assistant ) for 3 years ...Although zhishu(uke) had a hunch about wenxu's unfaithfulness but he still had lingering feelings for him & refuses to tell jiang wenxu that he has cancer & is dying because he doesn't want his pity who is too busy with fooling around
-- This one confused me emotionally. The stupid seme, when uke says he was seeing a doctor, gets angry at uke for cheating. He doesn't ask why is he seeing a doctor? Is something wrong? No. He just assumes uke is cheating like him and hits and rapes uke. Piece of shit. But then when uke leaves and seme finds out he is dying and uke refuses to see him until he dies and even says he doesn't want to see him in the underworld. Ok n one hand yeah fuck that guy but then also seme seems so remorseful and sad. It's just tragic. I liked this story and it's sad but it's missing something for me.
10 years where I loved you the most