osaka's manga / #shounen ai(64)

a walk in a theme-park.....while it’s burning. well, i kind of understand the story quite well, but there are some pieces i am still at lost. how long were they in the VR world? and which is which? also, why is it we only get a one happily ever after chapter?? :((( i’m happy they get to have their happy ending but i feel like, there’s more to it. not with all the problems and stuff but their happily ever after post-time....from beginning to end, law rlly loved jesse, he just couldn’t quite grasp which is which, does he really love jesse, does he resent him, cause all his life, he lived being not able to think for himself but for everyone. he disregarded his own self, from emotions, to thinking, to instincts, just to please other people. he believed all his life a lie which broke himself even more after finding out it was nothing but a useless rumor and joke. damn......the pain, the anxiety, the fear, all his life he’s been feeling all that. relatable. i love this story, i might reread it once more some time in the future to fully understand it’s context. love it!!!

4.5 contains: manipulation (season 1 only), slice of life