SLLMHHSSAAJIHWSB's manga / #Traumatic Past(40)

Didnt like at first couldn’t feel any feeling between them just felt like molestation, then when he got older it felt one-sided but later at the end it felt mutual but sad cause of all the trauma that was caused by the parents and each other. The parents try to make them “normal” with medicine, corrective abuse, and girls.

Best Girl goes to anyone but his sister jk, his friend from College Prison Abandoned Child/ren Adopted Protagonist Adoptive Family Adoptive Siblings Attempted Rape Bad Parent/s Bisexual Male Lead Bisexual Seme Child Abuse Con-man Difficult Childhood Drugged Ex-Convict Facade First Love First-Time Intercourse Host/Hostess Imprisonment In Love with Family Member's Lover Innocent Male Lead Innocent Uke Job Hunting Kiss/es Lie/s Loneliness Love Confession/s Love Hotel Manipulation Manipulative Male Lead Manipulative Seme Multiple Couples Negligent Parent/s Non-Consensual Drugging Older Lover Older Seme Younger Uke Older Sister Pretending Character/s Prostitute/s Pure-Hearted Protagonist Rape Rescue Scam/s Secret Identity Sexual Abuse Sexual Assault Sexual Tension Sexual Violence Siblings in Love with Same Person Sister/s Swindler/s Time Skip Traumatic Past University/Post-Secondary Student/s Virgin/s Wanko Wanko Uke

Cry Fluff Bad Parents Students Homophobia Categories Log in to vote! Show Less Adapted to Drama CD Adapted to Movie Age Gap Ambiguous Feelings Appearance Changes Arranged Marriage Bad Parent/s Beach Bisexual Character/s Cat/s Childhood Love Couple Growth Dead Parent/s Engaged Couple Estranged Family Ex-Girlfriend Fast Romance Flashbacks Fluff High School Student/s Homophobia Indecisive Protagonist Innocent Male Lead Insecurity Island/s Kind Male Lead Lesbian/s Lonely Protagonist Long-Haired Male Lead Long-Haired Seme Makeshift Family Novelist Okinawa Passive Male Lead Past Plays a Big Role Realistic Relationship Reunion/s Reversible Couple Sketchy Art Style Time Skip Traumatic Past Warm Ambience

War Guilt https://www.kuaikanmanhua.com/web/topic/5926/ Rd129/121 Cliffhanger 13 20 72 73 74 76 77 78 79 81 86 88 89 90 101 (103)102 105 106 114 116 118 119 Cry 36 37 52 61 62 63 66 Based on a Novel Based on a Web Novel Chinese Ambient Concubine/s Cruel Male Lead Feminine Male Lead Handsome Uke Jealous Male Lead Long-Haired Male Character/s Long-Haired Male Lead Mute Protagonist Possessive Lover/s Prince/s Servant/s Abuse Abuse of Power Abused Protagonist Abused Uke Abusive Character/s Abusive Husband Ancient China Androgynous Protagonist Androgynous Uke Attempted Seduction Attempted Suicide Bad Experiences Based on a Novel Based on a Web Novel Beautiful Uke Betrayal Bisexual Male Lead Bisexual Playboy Bisexual Seme Bishounen Bloodlines Cheating Cheating Husband Cheating Seme Chinese Ambience Concubine/s Coup d'etat Cruel Male Lead Cruelty Dark Ambience Death Deception Despair Doctor/s Domestic Abuse Domestic Violence Dysfunctional Relationship Emperor/s Empire/s Envious Character/s Feminine Male Lead Full Color Gay Marriage General/s Gloomy Protagonist Greed Guilt Handsome Uke Harem Intrigue Hatred Hiding True Gender Incest Marriage Jealous Male Lead Jealous Seme Long-Haired Male Character/s Long-Haired Male Lead Lost Civilizations Lost Family Lost Knowledge/Wisdom Lost Mother Male Disguised as Female Male Prostitute Manipulative Antagonist/s Manipulative Character/s Manipulative Lover Mother and Son Mute Protagonist Personality Change/s Poison/s Possessive Lover/s Prince/s Regret Scapegoat Servant/s Size Difference Slave/s Slavery Social Hierarchy Special Lineage Suicidal Character/s Suicide Attempt/s Symbolism Torture Trauma Traumatic Past Traumatic seme War/s Warlord/s Abuse Abuse of Power Abused Protagonist Abused Uke Abusive Character/s Abusive Husband Ancient China Androgynous Protagonist Androgynous Uke Attempted Seduction Attempted Suicide Bad Experiences Based on a Novel Based on a Web Novel Beautiful Uke Betrayal Bisexual Male Lead Bisexual Playboy Bisexual Seme Bishounen Bloodlines Cheating Cheating Husband Cheating Seme Chinese Ambience Concubine/s Coup d'etat Cruel Male Lead Cruelty Dark Ambience Death Deception Despair Disabled Protagonist Doctor/s Domestic Abuse Domestic Violence Dysfunctional Relationship Emperor/s Empire/s Envious Character/s Feminine Male Lead Full Color Gay Marriage General/s Gloomy Protagonist Greed Guilt Handsome Uke Harem Intrigue Hatred Hiding True Gender Incest Marriage Jealous Male Lead Jealous Seme Long-Haired Male Character/s Long-Haired Male Lead Lost Civilizations Lost Family Lost Knowledge/Wisdom Lost Mother Male Concubine/s Male Disguised as Female Male Pregnancy Male Prostitute Manipulation Manipulative Antagonist/s Manipulative Character/s Manipulative Lover Manipulative Male Lead Mother and Son Mute Protagonist Personality Change/s Poison/s Possessive Lover/s Prince/s Regret Scapegoat Servant/s Size Difference Slave/s Slavery Social Hierarchy Special Lineage Suicidal Character/s Suicide Attempt/s Symbolism Torture Trauma Traumatic Past Traumatic seme Victim Blaming War/s Warlord/s

Rd233(skipped 4 5 6 5/30/22) (love skipped most words to many words love the couple). 1/10/22 Buy 2 3 4 5 11 12 23 24 25 26 28 29 34 35 38 39 42 44 45 47 55 56 57 58 64 65 66 67 68 69 107 111 113 114 115 116 117 118 119 120 122 123 124 125 128 129 130 139 140 145 147 148 152 153 154 155 158 159 172 173 175 176 177 178 179 180 181 182 185 186 189 190 197 198 199 200 201 202 211 212 213 214 218 221 222 224 225 226 227 228 229 230 Hilarious 117 Cry 165 206 214 Adapted to Anime Antihero / Antiheroine Based on a Novel BL Subtext Black Magic China Clever Protagonist Comedic Undertone Cultivation Cursed Object/s Dead Male Lead Deceptive Male Lead Demonic Cultivation Technique/s Expressionless Male Lead Fellow Disciple/s Flashbacks Flute Full Color Ghoul/s Hatred Long-Haired Male Lead Magic Magic Item/s Mischievous Male Lead Musical Instrument/s Personality Change/s Possession Punishment/s Reincarnation Reunion/s Revenge Serious/Studious Character/s Summoned Creatures Summoner Teasing Character/s Tragic past Tsundere Character/s Unrequited Love Becomes Requited Web Comic Webtoon Xianxia Zombie ************************************************************************************************************************************************************************** Abandoned Child/ren Abuse of Power Abusive Authority Figure Abusive Character/s Abusive Family Member/s Abusive Father Abusive Friend Abusive Mother Abusive Stepparent/s Adapted to Anime Adapted to Chinese Drama Adapted to Donghua Adapted to Drama CD Adapted to Game Adapted to Manhua Adopted Protagonist Adult Couple Adult Protagonist Adultery Adults Behaving Badly Affectionate Lover Affectionate Uke Alcohol Alliance/s Ancient China Angst Antihero / Antiheroine Archery Arranged Marriage Asocial Seme Assertive Male Lead Bad Friend/s Bad Memory Bad Reputation Badass Male Lead Beautiful Couple Beautiful Family Betrayal Big Penis Bisexual Protagonist Bisexual Uke Bittersweet Ending Blind Character Blood and Gore Blood Magic Bold Male Lead Breaking Societal Norms Breaking the Rules Broken Promise/s Bromance Brother and Sister Brother-Brother Relationship Brother-in-Law Brother-Sister Relationship Burns Cannibalism Capable Male Lead Carefree Leading Character/s Character Deaths Charismatic Antagonist/s Charismatic Leader Child Abuse Child Born From Incest Child Born From Infidelity Child Born From One Night Stand Child Born From Rape Child Soldier/s Childhood Friend/s Childhood Trauma China Chinese Ambient Clan War/s Clan/s Clever Protagonist Cold Male Lead Comedic Moments in a Serious Manga Condescending Character/s Confident Protagonist Conflicting Loyalties Conspiracy/ies Corpses Corruption Crafty Male Lead Cruelty Cultivation Cunning Male Lead Dark Ambience Dark Fantasy Dark Past Dead Family Member/s Dead Friend/s Dead Love Interest Dead Parent/s Dead Sibling/s Death Death of Loved One/s Debt/s Deception Demon Hunter/s Demonic Cultivation Technique/s Dense When It Comes To Love Despair Different Clan/s Different Social Status Difficult Childhood Disapproved Relationship Discrimination Disputes Between Clans Doctor/s Doting Family Member/s Doting Lover/s Dysfunctional Family Emotional Abuse Emotional Manipulation Emotionally Confused Envious Character/s Execution Exiled Protagonist Expressionless Protagonist Expressionless Seme Extended Flashbacks Family Drama Famous Parent/s Famous Protagonist Famous Seme Famous Sibling/s Famous Uke Fanservice Father and Son Father Complex Father-Son Relationship Fear of Abandonment Fellow Disciple/s First Kiss First-Time Intercourse Flamboyant Protagonist Flashbacks Flirting Flower/s Flute Forced into Marriage Foster Parent Framed Friendless Character/s Friends Become Enemies Friends Grow Distant Friendship Fully Adapted to Anime Gay Couple with Child/ren Gender Discrimination Genius Protagonist Genius/es Genocide Ghost/s Good vs Evil Grave Robber/s Greed Grief Grudge/s Guilt Half Siblings Handsome Male Lead Hated Character/s Hated Protagonist Hatred Heterosexual Relationship in a BL Manga Hidden Emotion/s Hiding True Ability/ies Hiding True Identity Homophobia Huge Cast of Characters Human Becomes Demon/Monster Hunted Protagonist Hypocrisy Illegitimate Child/ren Important Family Important Non-Romantic Relationship/s Important Secondary Character/s Incest as a Subplot Independent Male Lead Inexperienced in Love Inferiority Complex Infidelity Influential Antagonist/s Influential Male Lead Injury/ies Inner Demon/s Intelligent Protagonist Irony Irresponsible Parent/s Jealous Friend Jealous Seme Kill or Be Killed Situation Kind Seme Kuudere Seme Laid-Back Male Lead Lazy Protagonist Liar/s Life-Changing Event/s Light and Darkness Living the Past Loneliness Lonely Seme Long-Haired Male Character/s Lost Family Lost Love Love Confession/s Loyal Servant Loyal Subordinates Loyalty Magic Manipulative Antagonist/s Marriage Without Love Martial Artist/s Mass Murder/s Massacre Melancholy Atmosphere Memories Mental Breakdown Mental Illness Mentally Unstable Character/s Mind Break Mischievous Male Lead Misunderstanding/s Misunderstood Protagonist Model Student Monster Hunter/s Monster/s Mother and Son Mother Complex Mourning Music Musical Instrument/s Musician Mystical Weapon/s Necromancer/s Necromancy Negligent Parent/s Nephew/s Nobility Non-Linear Storytelling Normal to Abnormal Obsession Obsessive Character/s Older Brother Older Sister Opportunistic Protagonist Opposites Attract Orphan/s Ostracized Character/s Outcast/s Outdoor Intercourse Overcoming the Past Overpowered Protagonist Overshadowed by Friend/s Painful Love Parental Abandonment Parental Favoritism Past Friendship/s Past Plays a Big Role Past Promise/s Personality Change/s Photographic Memory Pining Plot Twist Politics Poor Protagonist Possession Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder Power at a Price Power Struggle Powerful Weapon/s Prejudice Princely Character/s Prodigy Promise/s Prostitute/s Protagonist Strong from the Start Protagonist with Child/ren Protective Brother Protective Lover Protective Seme Protective Sister Psychological Manipulation Psychological Trauma Psychopath/s Punishment/s Rabbit/s Rational Protagonist Realistic Characters Rebellion Redemption Regret Reincarnation Restrained Love Resurrection Reunion/s Reunited Family Member/s Reunited Friends Revenge Rivals Become Lovers Rude Male Lead Rules Rumors Sabotage Sadist/s Sadistic Antagonist/s Sarcastic Male Lead Scapegoat Scar/s Scheming Character/s Searching for Someone Searching for Something Second Chances Secret Crush Secret/s Sect/s Selfish Character/s Seme Falling in Love First Seme With Kid Separated Childhood Friends Separation of Family Member/s Serious/Studious Character/s Servant/s Sexism Sexual Curiosity Sexual Fantasy/ies Sexual Harassment Sexually Active Couple Shameless Protagonist Sibling Love Sibling Relationship Sibling Rivalry Siblings not related by blood Skeleton Army Slow Romance Sly Male Lead Smart Couple Smart Male Lead Smart Protagonist Smart Uke Snarky Character/s Social Commentary Social Hierarchy Social Outcast/s Social Stigma Sociopath/s Special Ability/ies Special Technique Special Weapons Spiritual Power Stereotypes Strong Love Interests Strong Male Lead Subtle Romance Suicide/s Summoned Creatures Summoner Sword/s Swordplay Swordsman Symbolism Talented Protagonist Teasing Protagonist Torture Tough Uke Tragic Accident/s Tragic Past Tragic Protagonist Transmigration Trauma Traumatic Past Troubled Past Tsundere Character/s Tsundere Seme Uncle Uncle-Nephew Relationship Undead Underestimated Male Lead Unethical Protagonist Unexpected Feelings Unexpressed Feeling/s Unique Male Lead Unlucky Protagonist Unlucky Uke Unorthodox Male Love Interest Unrequited Love Becomes Requited Victim Blaming Violence Virgin Seme Virgin Uke War/s Weaponized Monster/s Wet Dreams Whodunit Wuxia Xianxia Younger Brother Zombie Hunter/s Zombie/s **************************************************************************************************************************************** Adapted to Anime Adapted to Donghua Antihero / Antiheroine Based on a Novel BL Subtext Black/Dark Magic China Chinese Ambience Clever Protagonist Comedic Undertone Cultivation Cursed Object/s Dead Male Lead Deceptive Male Lead Demonic Cultivation Technique/s Dysfunctional Family/ies Expressionless Male Lead Fellow Disciple/s Female Doctor Flashbacks Flute Full Color Ghoul/s Golden/Yellow-Eyed Character/s Grudge/s Half-Sibling/s Hatred Illegitimate Child/ren Long-Haired Male Character/s Long-Haired Male Lead Love through Music Low Alcohol Tolerance Magic Magic Item/s Male Protagonist Mischievous Male Lead Music Musical Instrument/s Necromancer/s Necromancy Personality Change/s Possession Punishment/s Reincarnation Resurrection Reunion/s Revenge Serious/Studious Character/s Song/s Summoned Creatures Summoner/s Teasing Character/s Tragic past Tsundere Character/s Unrequited Love Becomes Requited Web Comic Webtoon Womanizer Xianxia Zombie/s

Accident/s Adapted to Anime Adapted to Drama CD Adopted Protagonist Adoption Affectionate Seme Age Gap Airhead/s Ambiguous Feelings Amnesia Animal Characteristics Awkward Male Lead Bad Parent/s Beautiful Family Bickering Love Big Family Bishounen Blunt Character/s Brother Complex Canada Car Accident Caught in the Act Character Growth Child Abuse Childcare Childhood Promise Comedic Violence Complicated Family Complicated Love Story Controversial Country Boy Cousin/s Cross-dressing Culture Shock Dead Family Member/s Dead Parent/s Dense Character/s Dependency Doctor/s Dog/s Doting Family Member/s Emotional Manipulation Emotionally Confused Expressionless Protagonist Family Family Business Family Reunited Fear of Abandonment Fellatio Fish Out of Water Flashbacks Gakuran Genius/es Grooming Handsome Male Lead Host/Hostess Ideal Image Crushed In Love with Family Member Indulgent Family Member/s Innocent Male Lead Insecurity Insomnia Jealousy Lawyer/s Life-Changing Event/s Live-in Lover Loneliness Masturbation Mature Child Mature Protagonist Memories Misunderstanding/s Multiple POV's Near-Death Experience Negligent Parent/s Older Seme Younger Uke Openly Gay Couple Orphan/s Past History Past Plays a Big Role Pedophilia Perceptive Male Lead Playboy/Playgirl Becomes Monogamous Popular Male Lead Possessive Lover/s Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder Precocious Child/ren Promise/s Protective Family Puberty Quirky Character/s Restaurant Restrained Love Reunion/s Rivalry Runaway/s Secret/s Seduction Selfish Character/s Sensitive Male Lead Sexual Curiosity Sharp-Tongued Male Lead Short Male Lead Short Uke slow romance Socially Clueless Character/s Stalker/s Stepsibling Love Stepsiblings Stolen Kiss Straight Seme Strong Female Side Character Teasing Character/s Time Skip Transvestite Traumatic Past Tsukkomi Character/s Tsundere Character/s Twin/s Unexpressed Feeling/s Violent Uke Wolf/Wolves Young Male Lead Accident/s Adapted to Anime Adapted to Drama CD Adopted Protagonist Adoption Affectionate Seme Age Gap Airhead/s Ambiguous Feelings Amnesia Animal Characteristics Awkward Male Lead Bad Parent/s Beautiful Family Bickering Love Big Family Bishounen Blunt Character/s Brother Complex Canada Car Accident Caught in the Act Character Growth Child Abuse Childcare Childhood Promise Comedic Violence Complicated Family Complicated Love Story Controversial Country Boy Cousin/s Cross-dressing Culture Shock Dead Family Member/s Dead Parent/s Dense Character/s Dependency Doctor/s Dog/s Doting Family Member/s Emotional Manipulation Emotionally Confused Expressionless Protagonist Family Family Business Family Reunited Fear of Abandonment Fellatio Fish Out of Water Flashbacks Gakuran Genius/es Grooming Handsome Male Lead Host/Hostess Ideal Image Crushed In Love with Family Member Indulgent Family Member/s Innocent Male Lead Insecurity Insomnia Jealousy Lawyer/s Life-Changing Event/s Live-in Lover Loneliness Masturbation Mature Child Mature Protagonist Memories Misunderstanding/s Multiple POVs Near-Death Experience Negligent Parent/s Older Seme Younger Uke Openly Gay Couple Orphan/s Past History Past Plays a Big Role Pedophile Pedophilia Perceptive Male Lead Playboy/Playgirl Becomes Monogamous Popular Male Lead Possessive Lover/s Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder Precocious Child/ren Promise/s Protective Family Puberty Quirky Character/s Restaurant Restrained Love Reunion/s Rivalry Runaway/s Secret/s Seduction Selfish Character/s Sensitive Male Lead Sexual Curiosity Sharp-Tongued Male Lead Short Male Lead slow romance Socially Clueless Character/s Stalker/s Stepsibling Love Stepsiblings Stolen Kiss Straight Seme Strong Female Side Character Teasing Character/s Time Skip Transvestite Traumatic Past Tsukkomi Character/s Tsundere Character/s Twin/s Unexpressed Feeling/s Violent Uke Wolf/Wolves Young Male Lead

Job Secret Time Skip Has 8 sidestorys 1 2 3 4 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 (25) 29 s1 s3 s4 s5 s6 s7 Bickering Couple Bullied Male Lead Bullying College Dating App Dead Family Member/s Erectile Dysfunction Hard-Working Uke Insecurity Love Interests Who Don't Get Along Muscular Male Lead Muscular Seme Older Uke Younger Seme Orphan/s Part-Time Job Phone Sex Poor Uke Rich Seme Secret/s Smart Male Lead Trauma Traumatic Past University University Student/s

Childhood Love Full Color Student-Student Relationship Traumatic Past Web Comic Webtoon

https://tapas.io/series/author-of-my-own-destiny/info Rd39 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 (20) 21 22 23 24 25 26 (27) 28 29 30 31 32 33 34 35 36 37 39 40 Abused Female Lead Abused Male Lead Abusive Family Member/s Adopted Protagonist Age Progression Author Becomes Character They Created Author Transmigrated to Own Creation Based on a Web Novel Beautiful Artwork Beautiful Female Lead Black-Haired Male Lead Blue-Eyed Character/s Blue-Eyed Male Lead Child Abuse Childhood Friend/s Demon/s Demonic Beast/s Dense Female Lead European Ambience Fantasy World Female Protagonist Full Color Handsome Male Lead High Fantasy Illegitimate Child/ren Illegitimate Female Lead Isekai Mage Female Lead Mage Protagonist Mage/s Magic Powers Male Lead Falls in Love First Memories of Past Life Monster/s Nobility/Aristocracy Noble Female Lead Noble Protagonist Prince Male Lead Prince/s Protagonist Strong from the Start Red-Eyed Character/s Red-Eyed Female Lead Red-Eyed Protagonist Reincarnated as the Villain/ess Royal-Noble Relationship Royalty Saint/Saintess Scar/s Scenario Deviation Screenwriter Strong Female Lead Strong Male Lead Sword and Sorcery/Magic Time Skip Transmigrated as the Villain/ess Transmigrated into a Book World Traumatic Past Tsundere Male Lead Villainess/es War/s Webtoon White/Silver-Haired Character/s White/Silver-Haired Female Lead White/Silver-Haired Protagonist Wizard/s Abused Female Lead Abused Male Lead Abusive Family Member/s Adopted Protagonist Age Progression Aristocrat/s Author/Being Fiction Author/s Based on a Novel Based on a Web Novel Child Abuse Childhood Friend/s Demon/s Demonic Beast/s European Ambiance Fantasy World Full Color Illegitimate Child/ren Isekai Mage/s Magic Powers Male Lead Falls in Love First Memories of Past Life Monster/s Nobility Person in a Strange World Protagonist Strong from the Start Reincarnated as the Villain/ess Reincarnated in a Book World Royalty Saint/s Saintess Scar/s Screenwriter Silver Hair Strong Female Lead Strong Male Lead Sword and Sorcery Time Skip Transported Into a Novel Transported to a Fiction World Traumatic Past Tsundere Male Lead Villainess/es War/s Web Comic Webtoon Wizard/s

Birth Marks Abusive Ex-Boyfriend Debt-Motivated Prostitution Dubious Consent Gay Uke Host Club Nakadashi Omorashi Possessive Male Lead Prostitution Rape Sex Friends Sex Industry Straight Seme