Ebii's manga / #Rape(17)

It’s 4am and I’m sobbing. I’m glad sehyunwas able to get his happy ending with Boris but I just can’t stop thinking about how there are people like Tracey who are victims of rape and who weren’t able to have a happy ending. People don’t deserve to be raped and I can’t believe people like michaels goons actually exist. Michael has some serious issues that he needs to solve with therapy and even though he’s hurt people I hope that he is able to come to a solution with the problem he has with his mother and father. I have never cried more for a yaoi and all of the feelings of worthlessness sehyun felt resonated with me and made me sob my heart cried out for him

I’m mad there’s no end. I’m mad at Narumi bc he keeps trying to assault shikou. And I’m mad at Taiga for fucking lying just to hide his fuckign feelings for Shikou. Also I feel so bad for finding that scene of narumi literally raping Shikou while he was asleep hot. Shikou is hot and is it weird that I find him even hotter when he’s mad?

Two rape scenes which i wasn’t a fan of. But thankfully I can see that the friends that did that are no longer in Aya’s life. Typical seme development where they are mean and rough but then all of a sudden they fall in love with uke and change their entire life style/principles for them (In this case it was for the better because I’m surprised Aya hasn’t gotten an STD with the amount of sex partners he would have)

Sooooo cute.

SOOO BEUTIFUL. I only wish we could’ve seen more of Henry cuz I kinda feel bad for the fellow (he’s in love with uke Ian) I love how the seme Raymond looks and I like how he didn’t just magically fall deep in love with the uke as soon as he realized Ian’s feelings towards him. Uke reacted like I would in his situation and although it was frustrating how nice he was it completely made sense. The Bardi head is a disgusting son of a bitch and I agree with Ian that he died to easily. I kinda wonder what happened to the princess but at the same time that bitch need to go. I wish we could’ve gotten some side stories of Nicolas, Raymond’s sister and their baby!! If it might be a little boring tho since we already know their love naturally blossomed through the time they spent painting together... This is among my favorite BL/ comics that I have read!!!

It’s up to Euihyun to reassure Taeju that he actually forgives him for everything that happened in the past including the rape and pregnancy that resulted from that and that it just wasn’t meant to be at that moment but they could grow closer from this experience. It is Taeju’s fault and now that he’s so deeply in love and cares so much about Euihyun he’s realizing just how much damage and trauma he has given him so he just can’t forgive himself for any of it but especially the miscarriage. That doesn’t mean that what he said about not being able to live without Euihyun was lies it’s the truth and I’m afraid that if Euihyun let’s him leave his hatred for his past self (his self) will boil over and he’ll spiral out of control mentally. Euihyun didn’t let him leave and said I love you back. When they prayed for jellyfish baby to come back I started sobbing.

Caesar is craaaaaazy. Leewon is also crazy for sticking with him but I’m sure if Leewon wasn’t as crazy then he would probably already be dead by Caesar’s hands. I’m waiting to see what Mikhail’s reaction to Leewon dating Caesar would be.

So cute. RIP PEYO

Not Taekjoo being a man magnet when he’s so opposed to being a homo. Okay I’m not that surprised that Zhenya is Psikh Bogdanov bc ppl spoiled that for me already but I’m still curious to see just ‘who’ he is like what is man’s hiding? I’m sorry to Taekjoo if I were him I’d kinda wish he’d kill me instead of doing all that just to rape me.