(Sequel to Akai Ito No Shikkou Yuuyo)
THIS. FREAKING. BROKE ME AND MENDED ME. AT THE SAME TIME.
AAAAAAAAAAAAA this was so,,,, oh my god, wait let me gather my thoughts first....
this was beyond beautiful. the angst is just so beautiful that i can help but really FEEL for them, yk? i really felt how hard and painful what kaoru was going through and i know he just wants the best for hara that's why he's really hurting just to make him happy even if he has to sacrifice his own love for what he thought would be the other's 'real happiness'.... especially when he said "although it isn't fate, i'm sure this will be my last love.".... god, that BROKE me. but i was so happy he has hara to prove him wrong. that he'll always be there for him no matter if his own fated partner comes. and when he said "to hell with fate"...... the way i freakin sCREAMED AAAAAAAAAAAAA pls i really felt how much hara loves him and how he'll literally go through lengths just to prove that fate will never break his love for kaoru... also, when hara thought, "i hope that for kaoru-kun, the fact that i will always be by his side, will become something obvious to him." and at the end, he was able to really let him know that.... and how their pinky rings signify that they are the ones who are really meant to be no matter how many times fate tries to break them..... i love this so much pls i love them so much god their love is just so— real. this is so beautiful. definitely one of my favs now. :')♡︎
re-read:
230713: i finally got to read this again and i just found out there’s a third volume for this already which made me so happy!!! i just really love this story a lot like i've read this years ago but i still feel the same way i felt then and now :') this will always be a beautiful read ! i can’t wait for vol.3 to finish <3 (last read: vol.3 ch.3)
indeed, to hell with fate!
Kanawanu Koi no Musubikata