Although story was in some parts quite hard to grasp, especially when themes were abstract. The flow of the story was still good, it's kind of like having a dream or a nightmare in this case.
Whole story is built on strong and dark emotions, desires and self hatred. It comes of very fetishistic. But the most surprising thing is that it makes you see and think about how twisted and complex can human mind be. I don't know if it was just poorly written or if the author is a genius, I had a good fucking read and that's all that matters in the end.
The Devil